Simple yet, Cleary

Things have been prettty well for me, i knw i haven't been blogging my life as much, but here i go again. Things are going into place like how i want it to be, but i knw there's just little bit more to go through it, but im patient & i knw things will come on handy. School's been a bitch, but i dnt bother to fckin touch any work. Lazy bum since summmer isz finally comming. Me & boyfriend isz being happy, haha (= ! its like we almost see each other everyday now. But continuition through some simple dramas but we can get through it pretty well.

I remember now, i havent been blogging since the nineteenth.

Friday Night, Party @ Alaz aprtment w/ Richelle & Chelsy babbys, & w/ our nuu friends (= Lynette & Jeanne. Drank & Jst chilllllll, I pretty much got fuck up lol. We waited for our ride & had to go w/ boyfriend afterrrr. Then, we nvr knw where to go, then jst headed home. Got home & crasshhh. Next day, had familly partty, boyfriend camme, haha was borring @ first but just stayed w/ him the most. Dad finallly talkk to him. Things got pretty much comfterble towards each other. Got home @ 12 & just talkk to boyfriend the whole nigght. Today, family party again w/ boyfriend @ the beacccch, ahw first time beach w/ babyboy (=! Was fun being w/ him lol. Got borring & jst fell asleep. Spend time w/ cousins. Got home @ 7

No more school 2morow Happy Memorial Day, ! shoppppppin for me.
LATERS<3

SERIOUSLY

i have no time for thisz -______________-






so much to say, so little time.

HAPPY 5 MNTHS BABYBOY, ! i love you ^-^
days go by prettty fasst ah, ? mhm, we've been through alot, but no matta the weatha, we still foeva' ! baby you really put a smille on my face.

So like, today @ school, it was alright alot of work still yet since there are like 11 more days of school, ?! like whoa O___o so fastttt. Afterschool, met-up w/ baby w/ babygirl jaimie & sheldon. Went to downtown & babe treated me PHO first time eating it & it was not bad > ;] babe went home & just chilled w/ babygirl & sheldon at farrington bus stop forawhile. We had a chorus performance around 5 in the evening. It was not bad, mom & dad came to watch. Your trully soloist* haha, !

LATERS

Weekend Ending

So thisz weeekend isz ending so fassst >_< Saturday never really do much except jst lay on the bed w/ richelle tweaking online the whole day, ! damn, lazy bumms ah, ? lol Then, went party w/ richelle @ Aiea' birthday party headed out around 7 n' went home around 10issh'

130am boyfriend decided to sleepover, he left @ 6 thisz morning. Went w/ mom & dad bought vegetables. Got home around 9 then Party @ Kunia.

Talk to boyfriend on the phone since he neva' come, then fell sleep eat then im home now w/ richelllllle nothing for do except tweak.

School isz 2morow >_< fuck.


LATES!

Friday Night

Lets start with friday morning/afternoon ;] no scholl for us middleschollers again, but some had. Woke up n' headed to alaz w/ blessa,beverly & my mom. Picked up my dress n' look for there dresss, mom left us after. Headed back dwn kalihi n' ate @ kams for awhile. Got home n' got reeady to head out again w/ richelle. Went out around 6 n' met up w/ chelsssy @ the bus stop.

Bus'em dwn to susannah's & waited for alex. After, headed to jaimie's place n' waited for her to get ready. Went back dwn to zippy's n' chill for awhile. Then, headed to anywherrrre, ! HAHAH xD! chilllled someplace around beckly waited for my bf.

Then, headed to Gno's place for ahwile. Chelssy & Richelle was squirling out n' left. Bf came, then walked all the way too bill's placce. Idk where the fuck Richelle n' Chelssy was, but those punks fckin dumb ass, ! hahah na j/kkk mhm, had fun @ the party spending time w/ everyone, specially my baby efren ;) had to leave early, baby dropp us off @ Susannah's met up chelssy & richellle, waited for richelle's dad n' picked us up.

Got home around 1030 & jst talk to babby the whole night, :) ugh until i got tirred > ;[

mhm lates.

Busy girl

wellls, not reallt anymore (;

Dad's birthday was yesterday never really do much, except mom cook food, lots i could say, more than jst dinner servve, mhm.

I got my interview for grad n' yesssss ! qualified permanenty walking, really made my day on the reals ... skipping, yellling hooraaaay, ! hahaha xD! the only thing that can ruin it isz boyfriend.

Im sick of arguing, really itsz like everynight > ;[ shiiiiiii, give me a fckin break! fuck, im so feduppppp but things keep comming fuck, i just love you so much.

Today, was free dress day for us middleschoolers, decided to jst go alaz afterschool n' look for dresssses, & gad damn ! finnnally i have my dresssss :DDDD its cute, unique & very attractive i may say. Its on hold & picking it up saturday w/ mom. I bought my sandals today, & some accesories. It was pretty much a long day, tired n' evvverything. Got home @ 6 & jst chill w/ dad.


LATES.

no schollll for me yuck > ;[ 8th gradders have feild trip & im not part of it. Decided to lay offf & stay home be a lazy bum. Im tired from the weekends anyways, body ace's & everrything.


Im really stressin in school, the poor slack & everything. Finals & projects are fckin due. Grad Requirements are still up & I dont know how much I done, ? I need a break, its a lucky thing summmmer isz up > ;) relaxation & chilll. But im hella broke & I never buy my banquet dress yet wtfff?!? lol. Plans are stacking & I need ca$h shiii'


ugh w/e lates.

Baby love.

Part 2 is here & lets make the fuckin best of it. Not through my words but through our actions. Baby, I love you so much & thats why im still here. I did you wrongs & I know I should've knew betttter, but those were the past, lets think about the present & the futtture for us both. Your my first true love ill ever had. I know part 1 for us had been really fuck up & I know I admit I was the first to end this love. I know right, ? how folisssh & stupid was I, ? but baby, its our mistakes & we learn from it. I learn so much from everything. I can prove you no matter how much it takes. We shared our feelings for the past days & weeks. Hopefully now it should be settled, cosz fuck, ! im not readddddy for another like thisz > ;[ im sick to the mind knowing thisz will happen again. 121908422 that'll never change. Love has no fckin limits. Its a relationship thing rigght, ? No matter the weatha <3 Through bad & good, stilll forevver (; I love you baby Mwah*

Happy Mothers Day, !

Yesterday me n' richellle went to kams n' i decided to buy stuff for mothers day for mother n' grandmother, i know > ;] im so thoughtfulll haha xD!

today isz mothers day, ! happy mothers day to all mothers.
Richellle sleptover last night n' went home 9.
I gave nmy gifts to my mom n' grandmother. Gave my grandmother flower n' a cardd ;)
n' i gave my mom a card w/ a slippper gifft :) A/E slipppper.
I guesss, they love it ^____^ i feel goood ahhhhhhhhhh.

Now' im jst stresssssin outta no where bcosz of youu, like fck, idk what i want no more. I wanna fck'n let go but i jst cant, i knw ive done you alot of wrongs, but making equal to it jst makes me crrrrrry out of it. Shiiii' i hate arguing every fckin darn day >;[ like ugh, i dnt fckin need those.
WHHHHHHHHHHHAEVVERS ALREADY.

im out.
parrrrrty

LAST NIGGHT'

was fcckin hazardddd, shiii' ! thats all i gotta say, good things, then fuck up O____o
Keh, so yesterday nvr had school for us, but i guess some highscholllers haddd. I pretty much stayed home alone, mhm was so boorrrred, efren went party > ;[

i decided to go out w/ richelllle, we headed out around 7 then met up w/ chelsy, got bored n' nvr knw where to go so we called up people n' they picked us up then headed to Kalihi Waena Bible Study, but things fck upp while almst starting, some stupiiit as boyyys messs up things ugh > ! fckin scaarrrrreh, they dropp us off to chelsy's place around 8. Never knw where to go so we went bev's plaacce, Kayla n' Alex called n' met them up @ Perry's Cruise there for awhile w/ the girrls n' the boys. Me, Richelle n' chelsss left around 915.

Got home @ 930 n' richelle was at my house, was gett'n ready aagain to head out, the boys picked us up around 945 then picked up chelssssy. We went Fritzs house n' jst drinkkkk there for awhilllle, then everone headed to Sand Island acess, got bored n' jst went anywhere, parrk anywhere. Fcck' cops stopped us, n' digg out haha fckin scarreh, ! some of the boys ran n' they got fckin chase lol, ! all us girls went costco n' fckin HIDE ! lmfao. Some van picked up chelss n' richelllle, we headed to Ahuula' then BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, ! -_____-

Headed to costco for ahwile, then, ughhhhhh' w/ efffffren @ bills place.
Around 2 something drop him home.
Everyone wanted to chilll, so like we went back to ahuula pick up jessie' then headed to Hawaii Kai Clifff' fck idano where we was ?! ;p but fck the car was packed frrrrls o______O what a view.

Everyone got dropped of around 445' me n' richelle got home @ 5 she sleptover my place, then fck shhhhhleeeep, funnnn night ^_^


[NO PICTURES] D;

Why

fckin gotta be like that huh > ?

A day w/ my baby

lets jst sayyy, im a good girl who doesn't go schoool too sometimes xD! hahaha ! but, i mean for good reasons ;] today was a GR888888 day, ! no schooll for me, took the bus dwn to salt lake side, went to baby's house. No one was home so we decided to stay in n' relaxxxx, We watch t.v, on the computer, piicctures, lol' showeerred afterwardds, then baby cook me breakfasst, even tho we barely did stuff i had fun. It was 1 so we decided to head dwn to kams n' eatt @ mcd's in the meantime. Met-up w/ blessa to get my stufff, then went home, was so tiiiired so i took a napppppp.


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May month isz going pretty good for me so far :D lots of planns, but more school work > :[ but im standing strong for whatever thats upp*

isz there reallly, ?

PART 2 FOR US, ? I BELEIVE.

Part 2

Is there reallly party 2 story for our love honey, ? i knw there is,
but patience is all we need.Ugh, thisz weekend im POOF* seriouuuussly tirrred,
Saturday was the paqcuoi figgght, stayed @ Kunia tilll like almost mid' mhm, 2 rounds dwn,? damn O___o im helllla suppprise hahaha ^_^! Got so see, efrrrren ;] chillled w/ him @ the most, piccctuures n' jst talkk, i missss him again >;[
i hattte when having fun time go by supppper fasst ugggggh. Sunday, (today) went backkk to Kunia again, mom them gambbble whillle i was w/ efrrren the whole time, talking. Boring but fun :D

Schooool isz 2morow for us midddleschhhollllers? no scholl for fhs? ;b
im helllllla tiiiiiiired.

LATERS.

Pound for pound

isz 2morrrow >__<> D: likke wtffff?!?
ugh, im so mad at the worllllld.
Nothing to post, so lazy.

so much to say... so little time


maybe ill come back 2morrrow.