Gotta Stop Expecting > :[

babe =

boys are bitches everytime.
i can really recall them in that way, i trully can see them in those kind of ways, mhm not only us girls i mean ;D duhhhhhhh lol.
but anyways, nvr go scholl since yesterday, matter of fact i not goin scholl thisz whole week, due to my badd illness -_- i got the cases of "Type B Flu" yuh if you guys now, but whatevers, im feeling a bit better, itsz jst headace isz stinging through times. School isz botherring me, specially when im failing one class fuck.
But anyways, im offfffff.



Latersz.

FRIIDAY NIGGGHT, !

was the best night ever in a looooooooong time ;) hahahah xD! wennt out arounnd 11pm -_- i know suu latttte, got lazzzzy too while gettt'n readddy ahaha, justin them picked me up. Was waiting for chelllsy to get ready, then picked herr up. We headed to sannnd isllaandd n' chilll there for awhillle, i met a new friend ^-^ jennnn haha. The boyys wanted to go ahula' so we diddd, but fcked up scene happpen, justin's motor got fucked up, so likkkke, we installled time pussshing n' pussshing hisz car, damn' pussh from sand islaand alll the way tlo ahula, ! hahah xD ! was funnn while at it tho. Got there, n' jssst chillllled. Fritsz them decided to leave early, but instead we went to tatluuus, funnnnn n' scarrreh suckkken guy turning off hisz ligghts, mmhm view was fabolous. Cops told us to get out -_- then, went to a cemetery pllllace like wtf,?! lmfao' but jst stayed in the car n' listen to musiiic. Almost run out off gass, chilled outside fritsz house. 345in the morning, decided to drop off everyone. Got home @ 4 ugggh, tirrred xD ! jssst felll asleeeep afterrr.

The days have past

n' everything seems to be going fine, i mean, even tho' ya? ;( my heads up high, but so like, i haven't keeping up my daily blog no more, due to busssssynessss of schollllllll, workkkkk everywhere! my liiife right now isz setttled, no more complacations, jst doing what i have to do^-^
funnn can wait. Alot of plaans thisz may n' supppper excited.


Today, i had parent - teacher conference @ scholll n' it went welll.
earning truuust back, mhm due to spring break trouble ;( yeeeuck.
Higghsskl isz in 3 months, n' SUMMMMMMMMMER ISZ UPPPP.

Done deal, ?

no more, 121908422 ? =[[[[[[[[[[[

Happy Supposed to be 4 Months =[

time willl telll for the both of us.
just now itsz not the right time.
lets just wait ....


lets just do what we gotta first.

ill miss you n' ill still be loving you.
every mins, hours, days.

ill stand strong.

APRIL 18

2MROW ISZ THE 19TH > :[ FCK, !

Last night, never do anything -______- i felll asleeep instead.
Stay home friday.
But today isz Saturday, out w/ mom probably later n' drink tonight.
MAYBE.

THINGS ARE CMMIN A BIT' CHANGEFUL. WELLS, FOR OTHERS IGUESSS.
BUT NOT FOR ME, I CERTAINLY NEVER LEARN MY LESSON YET.
BUT I KNW' ILL BE WILLLING TO LEARN IT SOOON. I JST KNOW IT.
THINGS ARE HARD RIGGGH NOW FOR ME.
SPECIALLLLY WHEN THERES SOMEONE ALWAYS IN MY MIND D;

THINGS ARE JUST ON TOXIC RIGHT NOW, THEY NEED TO SOBER UP.
FUCK.

laters.

Now you see it, ?

REAL EYES, REAL LIES, REALIZE.

Recovering n' Healing

Uggggh, yes' itsz starting to cool everything off my mind.
Passing on the bullsshiiit i got the past few days .... n' im just chilllllllinnnnnn.
I neever go on for like 3 days, ? n' now here iam again juust all good.
Uhm, itsz almost half of the year again O_____o n' like wtf,?! so fasttt rigght,?
shiii' everything isz changing n' hopefullly it will really change.
Stillllll have swollen heart but itsz still beating for you > :[
Schooool isz been okay, report cards went out, n' i gotta say improvement!
^_________________________________________^ WOOHOOO!
uhmm, imissmy babyggirl n' -___- ugh yuhhhhh.



latttttteerrs

Easter Sunday

But, lets talk about my night last night ^_^ fuck had a blast to the max.
Drinks flew out my bulllllshiii n' it reallly made me feel goood.
Buzzzin, n' fucked up. Palo n' everyttthing. Went to a small party quick
Drank, Then, went to sand island access n' Drank more Then, Roanne's
houuse drank a bit. I can say everyone was fucked up, wells most of'em.
I could'nt even remember whhha happpened once i got home 4am.
Woke up thisz morning was supposed to go church D: but had a mean
headacce.

Today, itsz Easter Sunday n' family party @ Kunia.

mhmm.

Somehow

I guess you don't wanna hear those... >> :[[

why botherrr tryinn?

That's it ?

That's all, ? you sure? think twice.

To you forever from me to you:

You've officially been chopped n' Screwed.
you've lost a precious dime, n' you just went off to a penny.

n' well so ...

yuh, give out your words hopefully, actions speak too.
itsz a last chance oppurtunity dn't fck it up.
The past may be worst for me, but having thisz revenge
isz 2xs' worrrse cosz you know, "two wrongs dont make one right"
strricccctly all bullllshit' ive got hurt n' painfully suffer to it.
know that. Im a forgivable person cosz i still love you so much.

Ok' so itsz saturday n' last night I got home 4 in the morning,
was crusin w/ all frittz them. But b4 that, snitch those senses i felt through last night
-___- fuck. But like, all for it' just forget about everything juust drank @ sand island
w/ some of the guys n' I actuallly had funnn, haha even tho i was already buzzzzin' ;p
Was raining tho D; suckkkks. So like today, ? i don't know what to do, ?
maybe, stay home n' go out later on tonight. Rave, ? or just cruiise?
mkaaaays.

LATERRS.

Sweet Revenge

Thanks' Much Appreciated -__-
youur free my dear.

Nothing more, nothing less

M.I.A for the past days n' here iam again.
So like, Scholll isz back n' im really dazzing off my work -_-
Testing isz here agaaain, more stresssss, more worrk.
I got my nuu' phone today. nuu number also.

So like, Ive been waking up every morning try'na figure how should i start my day,?
Cosz reallly, all ive been having isz stress n' maddness each day.
I HATE IT.
Problems just keep cmmin each time, like fuck.
Get away, ! Itsz liffe but im so fed-up w/ everything.
But whatevers i won't let it phase me -_- scholl's test is up n' i could careless
bout everything except schoollll.

So okay, shut upp bout that. Other good stuff isz, i really made profit w/ my stuff ^_^
im made over hundred somethinnng alreaddy. Yay, ! Moolah baby.

Laters.

Last night after resturant w/ the family, bf decides to

sleepover > :] Thisz was one of the fun times he sletover.
At first, we go bored n' like we decided to watch "Titanic"
hahah xD! we only watch parts of it only tho, since he got bored
after. Then, we took pictures. I actually showed him some of my
young pictures b4 hahahah, ! Then, went to sleep for a bit. Woke up
n' we talkkkked alot of storries through the wholle night.
Mwah* He made my night :D loveyou n' missyou alreaddddy, !

So like today, April 4 n' itsz a saturday. Me n' mom went out
went to shppppin @ NEX w/ her friend. I bought me a nuu'
HK Watch, Pink Snake skin bracelet around ;D
Mhm, thisz month starting off to a pretty good start, hopefully
willl be all good afterwards.

Laters,!

Lets juust say today was a good day > ;]

12:01 AM

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MOM'
i love you.

Mother n' Daughter Day.

April 2nd n' I had funn wit' my mom.
Went to a shopp to fix her car.
Then, went to bannnk, moolah for me ;D $$$
After pay some billlls.
Then got treated from her friend's Restuarant.
Sam Choys' wooohooo* ! Goood Food.
Then, headed to alaz. Shoppppppin agaaain hahah
Bought me a nuu jaccket. Mom bought choke stufff.
Driving to pick - up dadd.
Mom was singing, ! hahah like one biiiiitch ! uggggggh lol.
Funnnnny was, she actually knew how to sing Ms. Officer hahah.
Went to costco aftter. N' now im home 4:09pm.
Whhhha a day. Mom's birthday 2morow ;D offf to Todai Resturant.
WOOHOOO, ! more guud food.
Spring Break isz almost over n' schoolll is commin up.
Bf' sleeping over tonight hopefullly he can make my night good D;
siiiince itsz allways borrrrrring.

Catch ya' lattters. !

Almost Weekends

Again.
Its Wednesday n' supposively supposed to go out w/ babygirl.
But, woke up too late D;
n' suppposed to meet up some girrls for my sellings but nope.
Screwed ugggggh.
Oh welllls, there's always another day.
Spring Break isz a drag to the max thisz year.
N' so far 09 suucks' on the reaalllls. Hopefully things get better'
latter on.

Btw' Im pregnant.

Not,' ! HAPPY APROLLL' FOOLS ;D
latttters.