YES!

SPRING BREAK ISZ ALMOST OVER.
THANK GOD.

START FRESSSSH AFTER THISZ.

Itsz Monday n' couple of more days, no bigggie.
Hopefullly ill get my new phone soon.


catch ya' latttters.

NUU DUU.

bwahaha' can't blame myself i look good.

Making profit w/ my selllings btw ;)

check it out why don't ya ?!

uplate ye' laterrrs.

Daddy Mac.

So Today,

never know what i would do, but mom made breakfast.
Watch some' television.
Got ready n' headed out @ alaz w/ the family.
Did some shopppin, walk around, n' ate.

The good day isz, I seen my Dad ;] uggggh.
you don't know how much i miss him >D:
Omg.
I also seen my step-mother.
Damn, at first was so awkward.
But he gave me moolah $$$$ bebeh.

My dad really made my day :]
mwah* laterrrrrzs.

Friday Of Spring Break

So far So okay.

Been reallly bz' doing nothing lol.
Naw, Been goin to Richelle's place
mostly everyday n' chillll w/ them.
Never go anywhere yet' except there house
lol. Sad to say, ... thisz spring break is gay !
One more week' hopefullly will be good afterwards.

& btw, im selllin stufff!
Check out my myspace album.

http://www.myspace.com/reallllladdy

Spring Break

Days past these few days, n' im just tryna' feel comfterble @ home
since i can't go out for now >D; underGROUNDED -____- omg.
I can live.

the only place ive been thisz only week isz renting D.V.D's
n' foodland w/ parents damn whatt a spring break?! ;(
Atlease Richelle n' Richard are staying here for now, my
old folks ;) i mean neighbors. Atlease I have company.
Thanks for the people who've cheer me up so far it really
works' much appreciate mwah*

More days till Spring Break isz over gattt dammit.
Hopefullly ill have a phone afterwards.
Illl keep ya' people update here.

Laters.

Spring Break

Started like thisz.

Friday- Babygirl sleptover, got bored >D; so went car cruise w/ fritzs them.
Got caught speeding while racing. Cops stopped us. They was so squirly I
had to call my mom to picked me n' jaimie up, got busted along the way.

Saturday- Got more busted from that friday night/Stayed home. Infact,
Grounded the whole spring break... n' more days laterrzs :( sadd.

Sunday- Stayed home' forgive n' forget. Stayed home. Bf sleptover :) uggh
i miss him so much ... imy&ily so much mwahh*

Monday- Yesterday, stayed home since I can't go out >___< mhmyeh.

So like today, ive been thinking lately what ive done for the past days
which i totally regret to the max D; but itsz the past there's no goin back.
Lessoned Learned. Now I jussst gotta make my mind made up for now n'
change for the better. Im patient.


LATERZS!

A lil by lil,

Itsz Time for a Change.


n' to my baby.
Im sorry for everything.

MY LIFE ISZ OFFICIALLY
FUCKED UP.

Goodbye Good Life.
See ye' next time.

My babygirl,

Its the time again when i have to let out my
thank you. Baby itsz been forevver since we
got thisz close & I mean supper close.
Suppper close i fckin know your family in everway.
But hush bout that' im writing, well actually typing
this blog just for you. I wanna thank you for letting my
fears out yesterday. You showed you really cared for me
like im your bitch (;
When i needed a shoulder to cry on you was there.
Literally like on the reals fo'reals. I actually got thisz
through & without you I would'nt know what I needed
to seal on. Thanks babygirl I love you for'ever.
mwahhhhhhhhh* !

-2007 FROM THEN:


-2009 TO NOW:

Friday, March 21

WOOHOO ;D
itsz friday niggght & yesssah' & shall know
ma bbygirrl sleepin' over n' thisz will be satisfying!
to the max ! haha xD !

---------------------------------------------
Early today at schollll, mmh last day tilll' spring break!
Classes was borring as usaull.
Mom picked me up afterscholll' went costco ate n' left.
Home n' babygirl came.

Now we make our night last woohoo* !
mmh
i miss my boyfriend.

Babygirl

HIGGH MY BABYGIRL. I'M AT YOUR HOUSE N' I'M SLEEPING OVER. THE DAY ISN'T OVER N' TONIGHT WE GOING HAVE FUN. I LOVE YOU. ;] MUAH* -JCRS

Cheaters Delima

& now' i let it out ....
i just don't know how I can see myself wit' you.
-____________________-

IM TRULLY SORRY.

I understand all my consequences.


Happpppppy 3 months aniversery D:
or shouuuuld i say, sad.

Dissapointed

I hate myself being such a skeez.
Forgive me.

>>> :[

I wont think bout it no more &
let it fly n' juuust be gone
forever so it won't bother the
shit of me no more.

How can i? be like? such a?
dumbeast.

fuck' give me a fckin sign god*

Horny.

AHHHH shaddddup ! made you think niggg'
itsz' the 17th Saint Patrick's day!


no green today for me >D:
ouuuuuu*
got pinch prettty bad today at school,
but i stay to manage hahah.

It got settled' but why do i feel like'
i really want you to calll? n' whyyyy do i feel
like, i fckin need you >D: shittttttt.

youuuu got me holddin down good' but
it's wrong. I broke you down, n' it was the right thing.

LUCKY CHARMS!

Last nigggght was helllllla funnn!
WOOOHOO.
Shen n' Roanne picked me up around 1030pm arrived @
pipeline had to wait for Mariah since she have the money.
I waited so lonnnnng ;o she came around 1am' we got in
n' fcccck ! damn haddddd a blassst to the max.
Met some nuuu' frrrrriends.
Shen dropped me home around3:45 in the morning.
I was so tiiirrrred >_< knocked out after.

COLD WEATHER

Stinging upp ma assss >:O
shiiiiii' ! sooo cold lol.
Its saturday -__- n' like, i dont think i have plans?
maybe pipeline tonight ? i dano yet.
Yesterday was guuud' went to the event @ Kalihi Waena
n' mhmmm, reminising bgirl days ahw...
Was chillllin wit' mariah the most.
Boyfriend's sister came, so just sat wit her.
Damn -__- seen people who i wasn't suppose to see haha xD!
Got home @ 9. Mom was a bitch >D:
Boyfriend sleptoverr.

he left 630 in the morning.
n' likkkkke, itsz saturday n' its raining like hellllll ! grrrrr.

ITS FRIDAY !

& ive been M.I.A since then haha.

But like, itsz friday.
plans tonight wit' babygirl (;

n' boyfriend sleeeping over.


KEH DENS !
Latersz.

Consequences of good guilt.

I TOOK IT



& itsz a (-)



nawmean? its been done n' goood.

THANKGOD.
speaking of it, [supppper a sinnner] "/

i love my boyfriend mwah*

The Weekends.

Saturday, yesterday ;) wass funn.
So like, that morning boyfriend left my house 6:30 in the morning
n' likke was still supppper tired so juust slept.
Then, no one was home so like, got ready for the party.
everyone came home n' left to go party @ Kunia.
Everyone was there, including my boyfriend n' his
family. Ate n' party n' sing haha.
After, everyone gambled as usaull called babe to go inside
the house chilled wit' my cousin.
Watch HSM 3 suu gay, -__- korney hahaha !
Then, left around 1045pm got home n' talked to bf.

Now its sunday, n' party again @ Kunia ;) but bf not here.
>___< but its okae, couszzin chillin.
ILLBEBACK.

Laterrs.

Ashley Pena Junio ;)

i miss you ... mwahh* have a good one.

FINALLY 7TEEEEEN ^_^ WOOOHOOO!

MARCH 6.

Uncul dropped me off tesero met - up wid' bev n' walk
to schoo' together.

Got to school looking all moked wit' my rubber slippazhs lol.
Afterschool' went walk up to kams met - up wid blessa n' the bf
since she never go school lol.
Catch the #2 bus n' got off walk to alaz.

Reason why isz, stevenson middle was supposed to fight
wid' usss, cosz i dano why?! lmfao.
But we wasz waiting n' they never show - up hahah xD!
n then ate MCD's.

Got home @ 6 seen jayson along the way ;D
kehhhhhh baby might sleepover tonite woohoo * !
.....................LATERSZ!

Bad Habbit.

Wtf isz goin on with us?
itsz like every single day' we get into
that fight n' it'll never end until someone
has to apologize.

I hate how we forgive so fast.
I hate how we put up with it n' let it go.
I hate how you can't learn your lessons.
I hate how you lie to me bout it.
I hate how your so fckin irratating.
I hate how I get so mad for such a lil thing.
I hate how you get too silent on the phone.
I hate how you act so stupid while at it.
I hate how you know I hate that.
I hate how i love you so much, i just have to put up with it until i have to let go n' forgive.

Fuck.

Baby, I want thisz to work n' if your not helping
don't leave me by myself in this.
Cosz 2 beats is faster than 1 n' you know that.

" I love you " those three words can't solve everything.
" I miss you" those three words can't change my mood.
" Im sorry" those two words can't be forgiven until its been provin.

I don't know what else to say but im sick n' tired of thisz
daily bad habbit were going through.
To you, it might be a small shit but to me, its like my whole that's
cutting into halves n' it'll just get my temper goin like a hot boil water.

N' truust me you don't want to overheat that > :O

Damn, like what i said from b4 i wish* i did'nt care so muuch
itsz so harrrrrd. But I love you n' you know what they say...

"Giving up isz harder than trying" It's a true fact n' forshure
it'll be a guruntee for me through thisz kind of delima.

Girl's Day

&ND YOU KNOW ITSZ HOES WHO COME ;) n' kiss our asses
WOOHOO ^-^! haha.

3rd Day of March n' so far everything's good but still
yet struggling wit schol, but got it under control.

Rainy weather as usual n' walked w/ wifey(blessa) to
school since bev fckin ditch us -____-
school was okay for me still so much work tho.

Today i learned something from a teacher who i use
to judge as much times i can n' juust to find out she's
just like me, a litto girl who's world revolves w/ daily
shit.
*Learn to trust someone.Its the
most important part of your daily life.

Afterschool met-up wit' boyfriend just chilled at bill's house
w/ babygirl (; Ate n' left around 5.
Got home n' read my new book.
DAMNN >:O so fckin good i fell in love !
Aunty came from vegas n' decided to go to her friend's house
so i went wit her. I notice the house she was goin was across
roanne's house! haha i called her up n' juust chilled wit
her for awhile.

Now im at home about to do homework.
SOOOO...

LATERS,!

Super Busy.

N' so thisz second day of March had been super
hectic for me.

Projects are due, grades are being like a roller coaster,
graduation requirements, & just read read read.
Damn,! I can't wait to grad so thisz shit would finally
be over >D;

So afterscho' i went wit kayla & bev to palama library
to copy off some stories for my bookreport mwahahaha*
but just to find out -_- we got lazy n' so we just sat
on the tables & bev game the series of twilight n' new moon.

b4 that, i also seen my bf :D
but, after library walk to kams n' see my bf quick
kiss him goodbye n' went home.

im at home n' doin some homeworks.

lates.

Hello March ;)

Shucks' another new month.
fckin' 09 isz goin by so fast.
& I have a project due 2mrow n' i never
even bother to touch it >D:

Spring break isz cmmin up ! hopefully
thisz month will be more exciting.