FEB 28

Itsz the last day of the month.
I never get to greet richelle cosz its her birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE, ! i miss you chelleybootie.

Today wasz family party @ kunia' damn -_- mother
woke me up 630 in the fckin morning, to juuust get
ready & head to Kunia. I know right so ... ?! uggh
& like, i got there n' i layed down wit marvin for
a while then, tweak on myspace cosz boyfriend was
still sleepin.

Nette neva come till like 230 in the afternoon so
the whole time i slept for like 2 hrs' then talk to
boyfriend n' juuust chill wit marvin & jomar.
We watch the movies "FRIDAY" haha suu fckin hillarious!
Then, talk to boyfriend more. I thought he would be
commin today but noOo -_- uggh i miss him.

Me n' Nette got bored so we deicided to watch the
movie SAW. Ate after n' left.
Got home n' called boyfriend its 912pm
& im still talking to him.

K lates.

LIFE

Life isz full of suprises,
Life is full of happiness,
Life is full of joyness,
Life is full of cruelness,
& DEF' Life is full wit loads of shit.
SHIT MEANING = UP & THE DOWNS.

& through thisz day what ive been noticing for the
past months,weeks, & days isz my future which isz so
not my plan todo.

... word said.
Defensive isz patient.
Cosz its the key to my sucess.


-BABYGIRL APPLIED.

Stuff on my mind.

Itsz 8:15pm n' like im goin to shower pretty soon
buut i wanna do my blog first.

So like, I have lots ov' shit on my mind right now
gotta do hw after' research load images n' shiit uggh.
Ugh, but like since i neva go skuela today' was @ Kayla's
place the whole day.

-Munchin on fried oreos
-Slept for 2hrs
-Chilllll on the comp.
n' yeuggh just loads of food in our tummy's.

Baby Haylee baluga kept us company while at it lol
Cutie Patotie <3

Went home w/ bless n' got home 4:30pm
juuust talk to boyfriend after, then fell asleep.

lates.

@ KAYLA'S PLACE

YA, NO SKUELA FOR ME, BLESSA, N' KAYLA.
THE OTHERS FLAKE OUT -_____- COSZ SOME WERE JUUST UKLY.
WERE JUSSSST HERE BBYSITTIN HAYLEE BALUGA ;) N' BLESSSA
COOKIN' ME SOME VENNA SAUSAGES HAHA !

IM JUUST ON MYSPACE N' YEUP.


GON EAT ...
BEBACKLATERS.

Doin my hw ...

@ home n' talking to my boyfriend 5:16pm.
came home4 4:30pm n' was reading earlier.

damn, todae's monday n' another week of schollll mhm
been bz lately, reading, reading, & more reading.
Damn' desperate to walk in grad wooohoo (; suu good.
Well actually, to able to grad you must have
-60 books through 6th, 7th, & 8th grade.
20 books each year.

that's the most important shit -____- fckk.
Okay shut up bout schooll.

Afterscholl' went kams wit' ma girl n' ate yummys (;
thanks kay kay for the treat.

Then ye' blaaah im home.
laters.

WEEKENDS!

& dont have anything on mind?
mhm, either babygirrl come my house? or .. mhm idano.

so lazy for do shit.
Boyfriend told me get bbq someplace w/ hisz friend?
idano yet tho.

even dad said to go out -_- ugh suu gay > :|
lazzzzy whathamathufckfck?!? grrrrrrrrrrrr

just finished snackin on sneakers.
waiting for boyfriend's call.

now im off.
lates!

Sometimes ...

But i do... n' thats why im so in love wit youu.

Almost forgot..

Congrats aunty !

Welcome to the traggic n' scrwed world (;
-ISABELLA PENA.
-FEB 18 2009
^^ Nuu' niece damn.


gettt'n old each day haha xD !

mhm can't wait till you grow upppp.

Happy two months babyboy !

loveyouuuuu mwah*

YAY ! ahw' another month pass by babe (; & fck ... itsz feels like
fa'evvvva ! hahah 2months down' more togo, no doubt :D
& so, thisz day been pretty good.

never go scholll loll, ditch & went to bev's house instead ...
Me, Blessa, & Alex walked from scholll alll the way to beverly's house !
Got @ her houuse' & bev cooked food for us.. mhm lol.
Chillled her houuuse for like the whole dayy !
We all got dolled up make up, hair & everything from Bbs'fab inc.
Beverllllly Baldovii's fab line creation WOOHOOO! hahah!
We took webcam picctures' .. & everyone look beautifullll including
my reddddddd lippppps hahah ! ;D I also cut bev's hair mhm
i loved it' best creation yet ! lol

It was 130 in the afternoon' & we all decided to walk up to kams'
Alex, Beverly & Blessa decided to eat & i walked up to palama library
I met up babe ova there' & babygirrrl, decided to walk to sheldon's house
while babygirl went train.

Just chilled at Sheldon's house for awhile.
Spend time w/ babe (: hahaha acting stupid n' shit.
Got bored' so we decided to walk to kams.
Babe treated me food again ^_^ haha' we ate n' waited for
my bus ... While @ the bus it was 422pm & yeup, officially
2 monttths! supppppper happy in that very moment.
Got home n' mom suppper stressin & pissed for stupit reasons?!

Laugh now cry later, rigght nette haha xD!

LATES!

121908422<3

Laugh now cry later.

Ive been...

MIA for like how many days?! mmh, TWEEEEEE DAYS! since valentine's day.

So like, there's really nothin nuu' itsz just that i have
a new T.V (; lollll ukly one but still goood, comes w/ 2 in 1 dvd player.
n' president day? it sucks ! haha' hellllla borring just stayed home n'
shhhhhleeeep & be lazzzzy ugh.

itsz the 18th' & schollll has been a totall blurr.
Im failing math & science >D: totalllly skeezed of my track -__-
B A A F A F --> EWWW' dangaling naillllls ! sadd my life.
I've been reading loads of books but the problem isz I barely CAN read
cosz due to disturbings rewrrrr ! make me madd' & not succesful.

Something happened yesterrday & to my concern' im gonna have a
totalll melt down. Im not saying ill have it w/ a gurrruntee, but im
hopping shit won't come as mucccch. Hopefully they'lll understand i meant,
She'llll understand. UGGGGGH' ailene don't hesistate ! >D:

WISH ME GOODLUCK* ;) mhm.
illll be baccck w/ guud news' if thats possible.

lates !

Sunday' & babe left 530 thisz morning.
so fast valentines past by ... omgad like wtf?!
feels like it never even come loll.
& so woke uppppp, cook food n' boom manang, manong, & kate
arrived at our house UNexpectedly !damn' blown our tears & just let
our feelings out :/ just to find out there moving to alaska & their flight isz
tomorrow' harsh knowing it.

Had a lil' gatherin @ Salt Lake, nette's place.
Wellls, gambling gathering as i recall lmao' stupppppit addicts.
Through the whole day, just chilled w/ nette n' marvvvin pridddy boring.

630pm' my uncle dropped me off to bev's party cosz mother wanted to
gamble longerrrr ugh that bitch -___-
Got to bev's parttty & alex was there also. Ate' chilled listened to music n'
thass pridddy much it. Mom picked me up aroound 945pm.
Got home n' now itzs borrring boyfriend fell asleep on the phone n' im just
texting whoever.
UGGGGGGGGGGGH

Lates.

Roses are red ... & its valentine's day

To errrrrone' ....

the 14th & im supppper happy right now 6:59pm talking to my babygirl bout my day.
Speaking of my day ...

It starts offff like this' boyfriend called me thisz morning & greeted me happy valentines day (;
ahw, n' text errrrrone happy v' day ^_^ Got up' & ate.
Also got ready for lunch party @ aunty's house. Got there' & whatthufck!? suu boring.
Nette wasn't there yet & so isz Ashley. Was boreddd so decided to sing w/ my drunnk
uncles & grandpa's hahah on the other hand, i felt like i was drunk lolll i was so kronic singing
on the Magic Sing lol. Had funnn tho.

Afterwards got tired of it, & so decided to walk anywhere the spot' also went to thisz
filippino store & bouuught food haha xD ! so lame n' get party haha ! I decided to walk
ma asss to jamie's houuse & check if she was there, but no ... -_- she wasn't I also had to pee
hahaha, so i did @ her house lol.

Mhm' wierd shit happened while i was walking -____- supper awkward lmfao.
to the fckin max! & so... got back to aunty's houuuse, nette took so long for come'
just to find out they got lost along the way & they rode a different bus lol.
Me & uncle had to pick them up by fern elem. Ouuu nette gave me my roses & ballon
from efren (; MWAHH* thanks honey. Roses was dieing shit.

Got back to the party n' whathuffuck!? errrone got shocked bout the roses & ballon lol
Specially efren's dad lol. But mkays all good.

We left early, & now im home just hanged up on babygirl n' calling her back latter.
Thisz Valentines kinnda suck in a way >D; shit 08's one was bettttttuh had more ballons
& roses errrrgh oh wells.

Boyfriend shhhhleeping over tonite ;) spend time wit each otherrrrr.
Half my love for my fam & the other for my babbby.
Happpy Valentine's day folks!

FRIDAY THE 13th

= GOOD LUCK BEBEHHH ;D wellls for me duhhhhh always!

Woke up & suprisingly throat ain't aching no more woohoo ;D a good day to start wit.
Hair was sorda workkkkin wit me.

Got to schollll, & fck! chokesst 6&7th gradders had the loads of ballons wid' them.
Like ho mannnnn, whattaafck!? haha even barely us 8th graders never buy.
Took some pictuures b4 homeroom bell rang.
Ahw krizia & brandon wasz suu cute ;D hahahaha xD !

& so, first period of the day (; leadership bake a cakke mhm, (; & bake cookies
good breakfasst for me. While walking down the hallway to go to my 2nd period.
A girrrl gave me a balllon ^-^ sweeet.

Recess was awsome hadddd 8thgrade samoan & micros rumblbble haha xD!
wells, not for girrls but big solehs ! like whooa, take it eaazzay. Funny was, the fight
was by the parking lot. Fckin solehs ! just jumping on the carr, one boy fckin slipp & fell
down & broke one of the teacher's license plate hahah xD ! so sadddd. Had so much
keeds' suspented todayy mmh, 13th, guezz they've been stepping on cracks lol.

Ive notice myself ive been texting each damn period non-stop lol o____O & so,
luuuuch came, chiccken was good =]] Last perioodd was fun' cheated of the math test
haha suu good (; me & yetsen wasz jjuust passing answerrs lol.

Afterschool, chelsy & shan suprise us w/ some roses & box of chocolates ;D thanks
honeys loveyou mwahh* ! Went kams aftterr, while walking infalted some ballon of
mines :/ mhm, got irrated since it was blowwing all around. I had fouur & pop all of'em
so saddd haha xD ! inhaled them too lol. Just chillllled at kams. While at it, haddd
these bunch of Kalakaua's 6th grders or seveys i guez? hoo fckin' eyein us ouuuut ;O
bitccchesz ! hahaha. Got home 5pm sit & ate chocolates.

Itsz 10pm & im talkkking to my boyfrieennd ;) seeing him 2morow yay!
parrtty 2mroow too.

lates.

zzzzzzzzzzz,
mom said daddy's snore was SUPPPER loud she have to sleep in my room
to avoid that annoying souuund.
So mommy & i slept togetherrr haha xD ! awkward.
First time in a long timmme fck >:|

445am throaaat was supper aching again >D: damn its the third day auuready
& itsz in painnn to the fckin max whattthufck?! i ain't sick tho. Woke upp
got ready for schollll.

Was planning to ditch but errone flake ouuut again cosz they have to go class,
ahhhh wack. Lunch period was supposed to digg but had the loads of security
mhmm gay.

Last period of the day & boyfriennd kept calling me ! like whatthufck!? 10 missed calls
auuuuready STOOPPPP lol. But afterschollll' headed to kams w/ my girrrls & met up
widd babe. Seen loads of people while walking too O__________o loll.

Babe treated me yummy's (; he was acting stupid whillle eating lol
suuu erkin' so shame too had plenty people haha xD !
Babe dropped me off bus stopp & waited for ma bus. Left around 420

Got home & did homeworrrrk, ate ichhcream & more homeworrrrk.
Gon' showeerrrr now!

Catch ye latttttttters duece.

Woke up into a darrrrrk morning.
my throat was stillll acting like a bitch > "/ so shhhore ahw.
Decided to eat breakfast at home while waiting for ma' riide.

Got to scholll' I notice my other earphone wasn't working uggggh -_-
Bell rang for homeroom' errone was planning for dig but no, late planns.
Me & Brandon went to homeroom tardy. Mr. that bitch >D: made
us pick up leavves omgasssh the dirt was so wet too ewuggh, just cosz unexcuse
tardy stuppppppit bitch. Was screamming the whole time too cosz it was fckin gross.

Got to my 4th period, math class. The class wasted time so mrs. had to stay us in for
recess, oh gassssh made us right sentences too grrrrrrrrrr
Did i mention i was having a badd haiir day ? stupid straightener was acting up.
Haha xD ! Gezley got her phone taken away for texting too muchh lol.
Bad day for her too so saddd ourr liffffe haha

Period 6 was funnn had sub, just texting the whole time & taking pictuures w/ kayla & chells ;D
funny was, we wasn't doing anyshhit lol. I love the sub even tho his an air out haha.
Nassssttty the lunnnch food ewuuugh.

Last class was chorus was chillled, jusst sang & texted most of the time lol, well actuallly
the whole time. Then whhatthufck!? it got dark & it started pouuring right when we
got out of classs. Another plan screwed for me & Kayla. Was suppposed to go eat PHO
buttt fuck, everyone went home. So whattttevers called mother & she picked me upp.

Now im home, & im starvvvvving.
Thinking whaa shoulld i do ? read, homeworrrk, or shhhhleeep? lmao.

mhmm lates.

hofck >D;

meannnnnnnn headace' its blurrrrrin my mine ouut.

Today wasz a irraz day.

boyfriend isz mean, rainy weather, dramas -___-




Bad hair day.
Wells, not really.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY (; (BLESSA)

took a nap. Mom bitching like a mottttterfckker.
Knock out.

Goodbye.

Lesson Learned

"There's Always Tomorrow..."

This quote had been passed through a situation which i can never imagine "/
& now I learned that, don't ever run your dirty mouth to someone which whom you still love even though your in pain. A problem is always settle through LOVE.

It surprise me so much that you've done that, & you showed yourself how low you can be wit' your words towards him. It make ourselves think very disgusting about you manang. I'm so sad, & hurt how you left us in this kind of position. But I can't blame you cosz i know you still love him. But you could've think bout it first' >D; it reallly dissapoints me.

I'm really going to miss you 3. Manang Cathy, Manong Ren, & Specially, BabyKate.

Ill rest tonite thinkin' that life goes on... & this is how life is. I know that there will always be one day that everyone will get together again & be like the old times. I guez ill just have to take this one for now huh? I feel very lonsome, weary, & impulse.

I'll just keep my faith up & hopes that you will have a good family in the future.
....illl just reminise through the days....

LATES.

Don't we look grrrrreat?

Madddree & I Went to a party @ thisz chinese resturant last night (; ugh. I look good hahah, my lipstick neckalace stand ouut my outfit. Well that party was grreat luckily, Ashley was there my couzin, if not i would've been stuck & bored nothing to do. Worst part isz its my mom's friends party & meaning i don't know anyone. Wells, there was my classmate i seen but pft. Make like i talk to him in class bwahaha xD ! I have pictures w/ ashley too, but i look gay in mostly all of'em. There was thisz guy in me & ashley's table haha hisz a senior from fhs & like fckin ashley she was so giggly she wanted hisz number cosz she taught he was cuuute lol. We kinda went home early, -__- but its okay. It ended my weekend good. After i came home, talkk to babe through the night, he feel asleep tho haha xD yeup.

Lates.

flake out

on me, eh lex? >D; irrrraz.
So today, was supppposed to go pearls w/ ALEX but instead went to babygirl jaimie's house & stayed there for a while, then we headed to pearls.

funny was, we was running to get to the bus stop to catch the A express & like, jaimie was holding my bad, we had everything inside. What i notice while running was, the bag was open but neva care, & when we got to the bus stopp, jaimie notice she lost money omfg -_- luckky thing thisz lady who was driving seen that we dropped money while runnin. Ugh so we went back down the street' -___- we look so stupid walking back n' forth haha, we J walk & alllmost got bang, lolllll so fun. Erkin i also forgot my buspass. Shiitz

We got to pearrrls, my uncle decided to give me money since i need'ed it. He treated us food, & yeup off to shopppin. Went forever's & bought a new top & a case for my ipod thenz, went ross & try summ dresses' lolll so fuckin hilllarious. Ouuu, me & bbygirl bought new pants ;D & we went jeanns, & bought sum new slippahz. It was 430 we got bored so we decided to go. Seen my bruddduh Elvinse ;D haha & hisz drunk friends wtf? lollll.

We got back to kalihi, walk to babygirl's houuuse while taking pictuures. Took more pictures whle at the bus stop then bus came 5:15pm. Got home, & talked to babe for awhile.

Party uppstairs was callin & so day ended...
it was borrring' so now im just tweaking waiting for boyfriend's callll.

mkayslatersz.



i love my babygirl, fo'eva & eva' & eva' & eva.

IM HAPPY (;

Everyday now (; even tho, things get pushed to hard, im still standin' & cheeszin.
oouuu, got my moods high last night bwahaha >:D righhhhhhht babe? itsz suprising how we can get it good, w/ no worrying pressuring, just pleasurable. But you know, i trust you. Mwah*
So actually, my boyfriend sleptover last night again. Mhm first time i seen him in a long time >D; Since sunday, omfg.

Today isz saturday i gots to go pearls buy some shit, & i have a party laterz on ;D
yehhhh, straight plan ;D

gotta straighten my hair.
latersz.

Guilty

Of looking up HIGH Literallly. Im not very shuure if im prouund of it or not >D: cosz it was really my fault that I wanted it -______- itsz hard thinking about "2 wrongs isz not right" & I know i totally made a SUPPPPPER damn mistake, but you know what they say, it doesn't hurt to try. I felt confidence toward that fckin shhhhhhhit.

I like it

Was sore

Was good

Was fun

& more definite was high flyiin

Itsz a lucky thing itsz the weekend ;p

School was pretty interesting. More knowledge w/ work, had the chokest sub ;) Never really do nothing.

For english i had an 80% on my test ;D yesssh.

Period o6 was ugly, my teacher took me ipod & phone away. To much music & to much texting saddd-__- bwahahah! Had to beg blessa's mom to come pick it up & make like she was my aunty xD ! haha i lavh her ta death :D Afterscholllll? was fucked up period. Guilty talking about it w/ my boyfriend fckin tempted to the max. Went kams w/ alex ate. & Pau.

Guilty of being high.

Mhmlatersz.

Much thinkings to do.

Accomplish

Though out my beautiful chorus performance(; I feel so prouddd.
Extra kudos for me being MC. Including center of attraction ^-^
Singing w/ joy & matter thisz night feels like I can push away all my
my problems & just fckin have funnnn & not to worry anything.
Being w/ my TRUE friends was grrrrrreat. Really had a good time
singging w/ our soulllls, haha even tho some were recklessly nervouse.
But nevermind thaat ;p

FRIDAY ISZ 2MROW :D hopeffullly I have plans...
ouuuuu, babe sleeping over.

Mhm, laters.

CHORUS PERFORMANCE ISZ TODAY & IM PRETTY EXCITED ;]
PARTY AFTERWARDS.











I MISS MY BOYFWEND >D; MWAHHHHH* !
latersz.

Texting,

EVERYYYY MINNNNUUUUTE ISZ FCKIN ADICTING :}
even in class now hahaha ! xD ! Today was naturallly okay. Was so effin cold tho. Never really do much work today itsz cos ipod got me stucccck mwahaha* suu erkin' boyfriend kept on calling during class time, whaddduhfck ?! lmfao. Texting in class each periood omgasssh. Slidding'em down inside my baggg lol ! Specially period 2 -chorus. Puhhhlease make Mr.Romero even carrres ! ;p Alex was ouut 2 days now -_- dummmmb girl.

Been going to kams often now, so irkin, even tho itsz damn boring. Mhm i guesz it just keep me occupied instead of going home huh ;) haha! even my friennnds said so. Ive' notice i really gain some pounnnds literallly haha ! YAY^_^ imm happppppy yeepppy ! griddddin every single meal chyeeeeups. >D; damn i miss my babygirllllll, i never see her in a fckin long ass time now ! Boyfriends been a hard head O___o commin home late >:/ Itsz wednesday & 2morow' isz out performance for us chorrrrus peppo. Almost weekenddssss :D

LATTTERSZ.

Enuff

w/ those shit.
But anyways, lately i never been updating anything. Ugh lazy bumm hits me alot fck.

& So, thisz week has been okay, i never see my boyfriend yet tho >D: imisshim, but were good :] Im proud to say nothing's happening to bad but yet to good. Mwahhhh*

Weather has been fckin COLD lately. I love it but freezing ta' death. Rainy, windy, but wierd how it suns sometimes hmm.

School has been hard. More work each day. Pressured from teachers, raise up critical thinking, & accomplish more suddens. Pfftt' anything for an A (; Im yaaaaaa galll.

Valentine's Day commin up (; ... been thinking wha shoullllld i do?! bwahaha. Im stilll waiting tho, im not gonnna say anything but make him think something bwahaha. >:} he should know.

No streszzin @ home. Mom not pissing me off lately, & also not making her pissed as much.

BROKE>D: Stillllll money makkkin $$$ damn. Hoooooow?!
kehhhh, im done for tonite catch ye lattters ;)

Itsz sad how thisz situation got caught up to well & effect othersz including me. Well you know whaaa? think ... Who was the one who got replaced? ME. Who was the one who felt like an outcast? ME. Who was the one who stayed & never left? ME. You know itsz really hard to understand why im in thisz. Just cosz Im wit her alot, does that mean wrong things to you guys? Damn. I careless bout thisz whole thing. But all im sayin' isz, once i get into more of thisz. Realize bitches it won't phase me. It killls when eye meets the eye, but I stand w/ my itchy baby, & im upp & smiling. I got more things to worry bout then these silly games yalll interluding. Lame to the max. I got my facts straighht up on the line, don't eva cross that.

LATERS.

W/ the girlls (;

I know itsz kinnda to late to post up saturday day. But who cares right? lol so like, yesterday it was beverly's celebration ;D @ Genki's ! The day started, waking up @ 830. Wifey called me (Blessa) to get up. I ate & took shower. In the meantime, fix up myself & dollled up. Met - up Kayla, Beverly, Chelsy & Shan @ the bus stop. & Blessa came after too. Thenz, bus'em up @ KFC met - up w/ Gezley, & Alex. Took the A bus & stop @ wards walk'em all the way to Genki's Fck -_- was so hot. We got there, MHMMM GRIND BIG TIME ;D haha fckin Alex ! slicked bitch, jackked color plates haha. Then we head & pay, Gezley that bitch >:] loll slicked off too. Just went out & never pay, even tho she fckin had more plates then everyone ! & wtfff?! she was ballin too lol. So we took some pictures after that, then headed to alaz. Damn, we fckin look good for alaz haha no doubt ;] riiiigght guys? We got to alaz, met up w/ blessa's boyfriend. She decided to stay w/ him, & left us >D: lol but itsz okay. So then, everyone wanted to go shopppin' & yeh we did. Forever 21 had nothing for me that i want >D: sadddd. Then went too ... Jeans, nothing. OUU' then headed to walmart & ross BWAHAHAAH xD ! Got out & went to subway for awhile. Franz met - up wit us, & went to exclusive. Mhmmm Gezley babe bought me the lip necklace for late christmas ;D ahw thanks babe, love you mwah * ! After, went back to alaz, went to alaz. Fck feel so bad -_- lol. Did some choke business rigggght lex? fckin franz ! ;D thanks bro I LALA LOVE YOU TO THE MAX =]] okay then, went to take pictures while walking to apple store ;D then went apple store & took more pictures. After decided to go hot topic. Wow * franz so thoughtful ;D bought hisz fck'n girlfriend a diamond heart neckalace (: so cuuuute. worth $200 bucks mhm. Then, went to the bus stop & headed back down kalihi. Gezley & Alex & Franz met - up w/ steven. & Met up w/ boyfriend for awhile just to say hi :D lol. Then headed back to the bus stop to catch the 7 w/ kayla & beverly. Got home around 615pm. Through the night ... went to richelle's house & bond w/ them through the whole night. Whatttafuck?! i almost knocked out their house. But went home 1145 @ night. Mmh, i though mom locked me up but nope ;]] talk to babe. Then, he felll asleep. Bwahaha* & that was the end ;D mhm good day.

So today ...
Itsz sunday & family gamble party.
Illl tell catch ye laters.