WEEKENDDDDS :D

Isz 2mrow =] cheeeee, finalllly. Mhm, itsz friday & thisz week wasn't anythinng interestin' welll not really. Been thinking lately bout shi' & I realize I won't jixn myself through some fake shit naw mean? ... the positive the better. Schoool been really bz, & it'll be bussy more later. Ive seen my boyfriend only 2-3 times thisz week. Oh wells, all good. Our scholll concert isz cmmin up soon ^-* ! & the stardom brown bag shit isz cmmin soon, been practicing real hard. Hope for the good, Pratice make Perfect ;) & Now itsz friday, went to a feild trip, actually had fun thisz time, Windard Com. Colledge. Very interesting, mwahahah* enjoyed it. OUUU' last period I failed my math test, welllll thats what I think? But pffft I know, never even bother for try lol. Afterscholll, met - up uncle, he gave me money for 2mrow's outttting, & speaking of 2morow, GENKI'S w/ the girrrls. Damn finalllly, long ass time . Bev's celebration! >:D yeup.

Now its 11:12 pm. & I just missed 11:11* shuccks.
uh wells, babe might sleepover.
Laters.

AFTERSCHOLL

w/ JJK ;D meaning
Jamie
Jen$tud
& er-King.
Yeupppppppps, prettty fun
Kams. Ate cupcake w/ icccch cream, cruise'em & yeup.

Not really interesting @ scholll today, itsz just more work.

2 Days

M.I.A to be honest, I dont really have time for blogging as much. Like what i said, due to my scholl studying & shit. But ... so far so good, no stressin' no problemos' & no struggling. Itsz just ... exaggerating w/ worrrying >;[ goshhhhness, fake symptoms hits me whuddduhfck righht?! Uh wellls but im cooled offf at times, most of the times to be exact. Itsz the 29th & itsz almost weekends again ... damn fast seconds. Time is gold.

Its 1037pm right now & bookwormin riggh now' hair wet.
& im off to bed purtty soon.
DANG ITS CHILLLLLI !

Laters.

Well, itsz still pathetic how i do my blog everday even tho therez no interesting to say. But as commonly im prettty much bored right now, just on the computer. Never showered yet, never eat yet & parents are not home yet, grrrrrrreat. Im starving & im lazy to do shitz. Hopefully granny will cook food. Itsz monday & scholll day as usuall. Boring periods & more work, ugh. Afterscholll, decided to walk w/ ma' besss @ Kapalama Library. Talk bout a long walk ;D & Cherish choke memories w/ bess on the way fun fun^-^ I returned my book that I borrowed last last last last week, & I borrowed a new book ;D Im not finished w/ twilight yet, & im onto another book called "Crank" & im onto a third book ugh. So bz o wells. Met-up babe, & did'nt know where to go so we decided to go kams. But fck on the way I seen my fckin Landlord lmfao. Don't reallly know if she seen us, but i think she did o wellls. Went starbucks & just drink out, talk stories, blah blah. Went to the bus stop. Bus came around 450 & decided to bus home w/ ma besss, & babe left too. Cozin & babyk was @ the park so I stayed there instead of going home. Now im home, & its 632pm

Laters.

Itsz sunnnnday

& itsz the last day of the weekend again.
Wells, this weekend was not bad, no stressin over shit, ugh thank god.
Friday night? never had plans so just decided to stay home w/ fambams.
Saturday was good(: movies w/ the whole family, watch "LOVE ME AGAIN" & "NOTORIOUS" haha watch'n notorious w/ mother felt sorda awkward since it was all bout gangs, drugs, sex & raps ;D haha but all for it she never say anything & it was all good.
After movies, we went to a party. Small party only, gathering & gossiping haha.
Babe's dad was there, omgash -_- so erkin hahah funny tho.
& so thisz sunday, out w/ fambams again. Went to get dad's haircut & went to hospital to visit my aunty. Stayed there the whole time, ugh so boring. Then went to grab McD's & ate way home. Itsz 648, & family isz having dinner, while im here on the computer, fck itsz freezin.

Catch yeh laters.

Settelin

Step by step, one step at a time.





So far so good. Ill keep it up

Im Strong :D

& When things get tuff, shurely I can take it.
No matta how hard...
No matta how hurtful...
& No matta how painful. I can put up wid it.










Good things comes when your patient ...
Ofcourse everyone knows that.

Stressin'

& Dealing w/ family problems each day. Just cosz, that rumor that bitch made up >D: damn, dealing w/ no phone every night & no computer isz a pretty big deal to me. But, im not gonna go nuts bout it' cosz less computer more scholll :D & im pround. & no phone @ night, more reading (: I mean, even tho i can't talk to my baby itsz okay. Cosz i know he understand, & pluss he gotta buss hisz ass w/ scholl too -_- dissapointed tsk tsk.

Through times, i realized how things change literally through my path w/ my decisions. The more i go into good moments it'll turn to bad moments later on. When I go to bad moments >D; & I mean which i dislike, it'll turn into good moments which i like, but hard, very very hard. Right now, I can't reallly say "Im Miss. Independent" Cosz to be honest, itsz not the right time. Im grown, & I obey that, but when it goes overboard w/ situations that i hate O_o mhm, forshure, ill make the path w/ dullled situations.

Scholll isz pretty okay for me, spend time w/ my girls alot (: & i know i have my time w/ my babe too. Mhm, i need chocolate, literally. Just wanna melt into sensation right now & float to air & be def. Yeup, Life isn't fair.

So like today isz a good day for me scholll is great (: even tho classes are boring :O big blurrrrrrrr. Blessa's mom treated me breakfast. Got a late christmas gift from ma bess' ^-^ I got my report card, & yeup it seems to be good bwahaha. My chorus isz going good, new song& will be performing it around Febuary. Afterscholl went kams w/ my girrls, then met up w/ babe & babygirl. Just chilled & ate talk stories, & just cruise'em. Happy & Good. Now im home slicked off my typer & mouse & now im on HAHA xD! I read my messages & gollllly it was definite shocking >:O MHM. GOODBYE.

1 Down, Billions more togo.

HAPPY ONE MONTH HONEY.

Very happy, & thisz very moment very jolly :D thatsz all i can state (: Damn babe, we barely went through shitz, & bullshit. Im happy so happy ^_^ Babe, isz been only a month more memories to last. Gives me tickles in my tummy just hearing those " i love yous, & i miss yous " Specialy the three words " Happy One Month " I love you honey, very much. You know I do.
Mhm babe? If your reading thisz will ofcourse you are haha, xD ! I wanna reminise (: Okae? starting from now. Okae you remember the time ....
- When I added you on myspace, & I thought you were my cuzin' ! hahah so ugly that moment, was so shamed, but suprisingly we not.
- The time when we first met? @ Kunia bwahahaha, so fckin quite you beast ! i was so hobo lookin' & you lookin all handsome omfg, lmfao. You & your sister look good haha. Then, we drank corona's & thenz, you was still quite. Me & Junette was teasing you haha ! then i actually sleptover.
-Thenz, I ditched scholl to see you, & you ditch the last day of scholl to see me haha ! the first ditch, we got all wet to the max, ! cosz the rain.
-Okae, thenz the 19th (: @ Jamie's house.
-Thenz, alll the comments on myspace & all the talking on aim .
-Then, winterbreak I got home late cosz of you & I got busted, & you got me sorda grounded.
-OUUU ! & you gave me baby Erin ;DD ahw
-Thenz, I could'nt see you for a week, then we had a crazy plan, I sneeked you in junette's place haha, & thenz you end up sleeping over.
-Oh, then you end up sleeping over my house, & everytime now ....
-Omfg, then family scandals between me & you lols -_-
& i guez, there was more but forgot xD ! lol but babe, thisz ain't gonna compare to more later, (: babe ? Always, & forever? ... MWAAAH*

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& so thisz day afterwards, babe sleptover last night & went home 5 in the morning. Never got to spend time w/ him the whole day, but fck itsz okay (: BABYGIRL CAME INSTEAD ! hahah, fck was fun, had so munchies ate so much ^-^ (popcorn, cookies, mochi crunch, chips, & loads of soda) Haha, just tweak on the computer & on the phone. Took some pictures & made videos haha so hilllirious. Family dealings afterwards, & others*

Catch yeh latersz, !

4 hrs to go

Huney, tilll our 1 month ^_^ Damn, it went by fast ahh? fck' just reminising bout everything & cherishin every bit feels so good. Like auuuuumagash' Wells thisz is only a small blog, until the time.

Family Day @ Kunia

So like, I thought nette, aunty & uncle them will come our house, but no changed plans, instead went to Kunia. We got there, & fckin aunty -_- omgassssssh, fckin bitccch. SNITCH BITCH TO THE MAX. Damn, i was so furious she fckin squealed shitz over us. Backstabbbbber mathufcka' damn -_- I felt like i was gon stabbbed someone. Mhm' thats how mad i was. But thenz, I was chillled after. I gotta say, i ate alot today. Palabok & Lots of lots of sweet kankanun (; hahah ! xD !i know. Decided to shower a bit, & Me & nette started downloading songs after in our phone yeup. & thenz, eat again. Family gambling as usuall. Keh boring now, waiting for babe to come over =]] yeup.

LATERSZ<3

Sick & bored

Itsz Saturday & >D: & im sickkk. Was supposed to go movies w/ babygirl & babe but ... yeugh -_- So like yesterday ...

NOSCHOLLLL, ! due to storm or wtvr haha xD ! stayed home tho, cos i was scarrrred lolls. So thenz motherrr went fix my phone & finnallly my phone isz working phhheew* ! took so long NEW NUMBER * ! ask if yer' luckkky. Keh thenz, got ready for partttty @ Holiday Inn Waikiki Mhm, seen my cuzin Ashley ! (; damn, so fckin long time auready ! Thenz, chillled w/ cuzins mhm pridddy fun i gotta say ;] & hooo, i ate alot hahah ! YAY^-^ more gainnns bwahaha ! Keh, then got home, bf calllled & yeup. - end of the night. Shoooots!

LATERSZ<3

Put a Dick in your ear

& FUCK WHAT YOU FCKIN HEARD !

sillly hoes don't know shit & their tounges are open wide & stick it up to people's ear.
Damn, dudes get your facts straaaa-ight on the line. You gotta be nuts
spreading those sillly phrases.

& dude, get over yourself, nothing willll do to you but make yourself
more misrable & saddddd.

JELOUSY, & HATE WON'T DO YOU ANY GOOD BUT MAKE YOURSELF LOOK SHAME SON! think twice b4 reacting.

DEUCE.

15th of JAN

SCHOOLLLLLLLLL, nothing interesting but, i look good today bwahahaha (; even tho i wasz still in my uniform ^-^ hahaha ! Afterschollll, met - up w/ boyfriend @ Zippy's chilll there for awhile, & ate. Thenz, went walk down to jamie's place & chilll @ her garage & just talk stories. Thanz, around 430 went to the bus stop, mhm bus left me >D: lolllll But hadddd fun play'n around w/ babe bwahahahah ! fag can't carrry me >d; from back to front so sad hahahah ! WEAK. Naw kidddddins

Got home around 530, & I heard that they'll be a storm laterr onz tonite, & even maybe get blackout >D: ! NO SCHOLLLLL 2MOWR yeeeeeeeup. Gon have a good sleep tonite. & party again 2mrow ;]



-LATERZ.

Got back

from the parttty @ Ewa, mmhm priddy much okae (: got to see my aunty, & my lil coussssin who just came from the Philippppines. & thenz, i just chilllled w/ Daniel, James, Jake, & the rest of the kidddz, priddy okae, toook pictures & yeup eat & eat, laugh & laugh, good times .

MHM, untilllll the devil came in w/ a fck'n bad attidude >:o
Now, im home its 11:16 & im wide awake, i guez ill just be edittt'n some pictures until itsz done & go to bed maybe latterrr.

keh, DEUCES<3

here are some pictuuuures

>>>:

January 14th

& Itszzz the first day of scholllll, O9 (; backkkk from winterbreak :DD yes, fresh & new start. Damn gotta fccckin raised up grades -_- damn >D: Pfttttt, as long as i pass right? hahah xD!

My day start off waking up @ 627am. & I thought I would be waking up earlier like 6>? mhm o wells. Morning Routine & yeup got ready. Blessa callled & I got ride as usaulll. Stop @ tesero fast kind for food. Ate along the way, got to scholllll & jennali my friend gave me a late gift* MWAH! thanks lavvvh. Sad i never gave her anything :/ but itsz okae.Alex, Beverly, & Blessa also got too (: Okae so thenz, We got to our homeroom, & classes started. Mhm just to say it, i priddy got alot of scoldings from teacherz today :P mhm, Pd 5 6 & 2 Damn. I got homework too, ahw. Keh afterscholll decided to go straight home since I have a party tonite (; @ Ewa yeup. Itsz 640pm auready tho, & mom not home yet shitz. Never mind she's here now bwahahaha xD ! keh, tootles for now (: illlllll come back laterrrz .

DEUCES<3

Here are some pictures (; BACK TO SCHOLLLLLL

WTF?! >D;

SUPER MAJOR SCARED.

What should i do if i wasz ?

I need hope,faith,&just help. God help? I need you. I dont want to worry, I trusted him. "I KNOW IM NOT, I KNOW IM NOT" but the feeling just get's on me & killllllls me to worrrry shitloads of them.

I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF, IM STRONG.
IM JUST GONNA WAIT TILL WHAT COMES.
& I KNOW, & GOD KNOW'S IM NOT READY TO PURSUIT MY LIFE WIT HARD & COMPLICATED SITUATIONS.

im patient, very patient.
Like what they say, "good thing comes when you wait..."

Winterbreak

isz finallly ovaaaaa >D; so fast -_- oh wellls, scholllls 2mororrow & priddy excited to see my girls anyways ! I gotta say, thisz winterbreak is kinda lame, itsz cos i barely went out, & its borrring & im so lazy to do anything HAH! But today isz the last day, & im not doing anything, except wait for my phone to activate, which is taking pridddy long.

Wells, catch yeh laterz then.

DEUCES<3

No toothace

mhm, gladddddly never did, & never willl. Monday, the last & formost winterbreak week, well actually thisz week will be going back to schollll, mhm Wednesday to be exact, the 14th. Gollly fast how days goes by. Well today I went to the dentist w/ grandma -_- mhm. Stupit mom D; knew i was gon go someplace after & so she insist my grandma to come w/ me & watch me OUUUUU WTF HUH!? loll, shitz oh wells. & so, i arrived @ KKV(Kokua Kalihi Valley) Yeup. My dentist appt was @ 10 & got called in priddy early. Uggh don't you hate when they X-ray your teeth first? >_< omgasssh, scareeh & sore tooo >_< & thenz drilllling got on. They only cleaned & check-up no broken, cavity, or other shitz ((; But sore how they clean'em, shitz lol weird the after taste too. So im all done, & next appt. will be after 6 months & that will be on July, hah ! still fckin long.

After, just went home i guez >D; priddy tired too, babe left early thisz morning 5am O_____o mhm. Got home, called boyfriend & just talk to him the whole daaaaaaay, wells its still 420pm, but we nearly talked for more than 2 hrs (; Keh, bored. Catch yeh laters.

DUECES<3!

Happy joy

w/ families, & i mean families ;] It'z Sunday & i guez god gave us to spend time together at thisz day. I gotta say, spending time w/ mom, step-dad,grandma, & grandpa was not that bad, i mean b4 we was gonna go out i have doubts that'll ill have a bad bad day, & ill rather choose to stay home. But i switch up my mind & just gave my time w/ them :]

Thisz day was alot of CA$HHH spending, wells itz cos' we went alamouna & shopppp the whole day. I bought a new pair ov' boots ^-^ itz brown, & its low cut cowgirl lookin' ouuu mama haha,! tsk tsk, dont get twisted people, i know winter is overrr but thisz boots ain't lookin like, i need it for snow so chilll ;] I also bought, nail polish (; NYC I know itsz gay but, pshhhhh wtvrs 59cents per one, who would'nt? (: Other than that, my step-dad also bought himself a new pair of shoes. Grandpa bought himself some, converse & nikkez wtf? gangstuh right ? & get thisz, a new pair of $200 shaddes hahah ^-^

I had fun w/ my mom shppppin>;D wells it's cos, we play around w/ my dad hahah, trying to sneek away from him & get him lost pfthahaha ! shitz, that was funny, ! Mom was in a happppppy, happppy, laughable mode todae, seriously. I was so happy to see her that way.

Keh, so my day had been a blast w/ family, It'sz okae if i never talk to my boyfriend the whole day, but ... i miss him & he should know im having fun w/ my family (:

Okae, catch yeh laterz, baby sleepin over today ;D

DUECES<3

Crazy in love

By: Dandi Daley Mackall

Okae, thisz book is not really what I look for in interesting. I mean thisz book isz just mainly about' Regular wierd love, just to describe it .. CALIFORNIA LOVE, naw mean? It'sz totally borring blah >D: Waste time, hahah not accordingly tho, im only on the 3rd page hahahaha ! I know right? "FCKIN AILENE!" oh wells. I want the kind books that'lll make me jump through my mine ^-^ Romance, Teens, Love, Drama, & commonly, SEX. Since my homework for thisz winter break is to do 5 book reports -_- ill just look for a summary for thisz book, & cheat off, hahaha-ha-ha ! lmfao. I mean c'mon? make like no one does that... wells, righht? :O lollll who cares?

Im off to another book, which ill start reading for shure 2morow unless ... its borring like fck >:O! ugghhhhhh its called
The Sweetest Thing An inside girl novel by: J. MINTER

Saturdaydayday

& it's realllly borring, since bitcches won't let me go outt. Was supposed to see babygirrl & babe but noooo ugh >D: stupit oh wells, woke up late anyways, yeup 130pm. & it was raining so yup. Stayed home w/ grandparrrents. Pridddy much just lay down, watch t.v, on the computer, & on the phone w/ babe the whollllle effin time ! ((: Damn, i just noticed I ate alot of ice cream bwahahah ;] Wells yeh, its borring 742pm & just chillllllin -

keh, catch yeh latterz thans.

DUECES<3 !

Okae its fridae...

& im doing my bloggg @ 8:10am. Woke upppp fckin early. Wellls actually never even sleep>D: Was upp with babe the whole time. Babe left early around 5am since his gonna get so bustted ;p I don't know why im awake, but shooots it's friday, goin back to sshhhhleepppppp.


Be back laterrs<3

So like, ...

Today is thursday, & its almost weekends again, damn so fast -_- almost scholllll again blahhh >D: Ohh wellls, excited to see my girrrls & boyys again tho. Today, never do anything, but clean the houuse & priddy much read & eat bwahahaha ! what a winter break, lazy to go out & errthang. Woke up @ 115pm omgassssh hahaha. Was supposed to meet up babe @ Kalihi-Uka Park to borrrow his phone for the day, but nevermind, i change my mind, lollll. Keh, so like ... I just bond w/ my cozin & Kate the whoolllle day, & also grandmotherr i guesz ? So it's like 10:48pm right now, & babe isz sleeping over tonighhht (((: His cmmin around 11:30. I'm such a bad girrll >! lollll, sneek'em in bwahaha ! oh wellls .... never see him for like wha?! 2 days, pshhh that's so long lmfao. Keh, catch yeh latterrz thans ;D




DUECE<3!

7th of January

Today was an okay day, mom took a day off & just decided to go out with her. She picked up her car first @ Nissan Place, & she picked me up back home. We went downtown to buy some food, & foodland to buy more food. & thenz, we went GCI WIRLESS to buy some cases for our phone. Its wierd how she bought me a thing >:O lol even tho she madd at me hahaha, oh wellls. So thenz aftuh, went to Palama Library to re-new my card, & i borrowed 2 books ((: Not twilight >D: fck. Since everyone is readding those, damn. But Currently reading:Crazy in Love By: Dandi Daley Mackall

Rewind Button.

I just wanna rewind that night, & i wish i stopped you.




;[[[[[[ what a new year to start with.

Due to my problem yesterday ..

Never really cared bout it' ... Will just see what happens
laterrrr.










Whatever happens,happens...

At this very fckin moment ...

All I could think of is,
-Not to stududer.
-Give the reasons.
-Be reasonable
-Relax & Calm
-Dont act tense.
-Chillllllllll

UGH, im in a situation where I need God.
Oh my, dont tell me my 2OO9 year will be like thisz?
No, no, no, -__- thisz can't be.

Just hopefullllly nothing can go wrong.
I mean, ugh i just hope things willl come out the way
I want it to be.

Sleepover

@ Salt Lake, was alot of funnnn, thats all i can say ((: priddy much enjoy everything. So like in the beggining of the day never knew what i was gon do' either sleepover or not, i beggg junette to come my houuuse so she can begg my mom too (: HAHA xD ! wellls, she came @ 530pm & likkke, mom wasn't home yet. Mom came around 6 & we fccckin beggg her & she actually said yes now ((: bwahahah >;D i know she can't say no^-^ So thenz, Nette had plans going to movies w/ Quincy I ask babe if he wanted to come but i guez he couldn't. So then we hadd to begg my manong to fckin dropped us off @ Pearlridge & yeeeep he did (; We got to the theaters UGHH, i felt
3rd wheel without my babe >D; So we decided to watch 7 Pounds, damn -_- was borrring, cos we missed the first part. But oh wells, at the end was pridddy damn sad. So thenz, the movie finished @ 9 & Quincy dropped us offf. Fckin Quincy, damn carrr was so louuuuud wtf! lollll, But enjoyyyed it even tho my fckin bodddy was vibrating hahah, had fun tho (: We got to Salt Lake around 930, psh aunty scolded us for cmmin home late, wtvrs bitccccch bwahahaha. So then, babe wannted to see me pridddy badddly & so we sneek him in, fck. HAHA xD ! fckin door was really squeeky & loud so we had to use frying oil to oil the fckin squeeky shitz, & it worrk ;D hahaha ! I picked him uppp & he came around 11. We had ouur niggght togettther, & im very satisfiiied bwahaha, since we never see each other for a week damn >D: So then, All 3of us, Me, Babe, & Nette Decided to stay uppp, cos we was afraid if aunty & uncle would wake upp. Around 5 they woke uppp' & we hadd to hiiide babe under the blanket to make like that's my pillow, & yeeeup it work hahaha, uncle never notice. So thenz, he knocked out of nowhere lolll, but yeh. In the morning we decided to go his houuse & chill there for a while. After went back to Nette's house, Quincy also came over. Mhmm, babysitting patrick was funnny. I showeredd, & cook food since i was supppper hungrrrry >D: & babe helppp me ((: Afterrr, just layed down & watch some tv while babysitting patrick. Knocked out tho ! hahaha, @ 330 babe dropped me off kalihi & came home around 5. Damn, what a day, but totallly satisfied :D Keh, im offfff.

Dueces <3

Fwinalllly(;

I got my new phone haha (: & yesz very satisfied & happy.
It won't activate till the thirteenth tho >D; but i can wait^-^
So today, really UNexpected goin out wid mother, cos it was
fckin 3 auready, but yehhhh stilll can i guez.
I look really dollled up todae, wid my hair curled & makeup
& ertthang bwahahaa xD mhm.
So then, we went foodland first for buy some foood, then
went aunty's house for install time i guez?
I was hungry so decided to go to this store & i seen
Marco hahaha, waas really nice seeing him todae.
Then, mom decided to go costco & boom ;D i seen phones bwahaha !
Decided mom will get me one yay hahah, UNexpected & i LoOve it.
I got a Samsung Gravity which I wanted a long time >.<
Mom got a Samsung Behold fck -_________-

Thens, aftttuh went wid mom's friend @ Navy Exchange.
Bought myself a new wallet ^-^ & some lotion.
keh, thenz went home & yeh borrring now.

It's 11:19 & i stilll never talked to my boyfriend
the whole day damn wtf> D; worrrrrried.
keh, catch yall' lattterz.

Duece<3

HAPPPY NEW YEARS ;D

its Twelve O' Clock sharrrrrrrp!
& fcccck, i miss my cheesecake >_< & junette<3
Welllllls,

Today has been a very worrying day, fccccck.
Not really what i expect for this dayy to be like thisz.

In the early afternoon, totallly worrying ov' whats
the plan for tonight. Stay home or Kunia wid' my cheesecake.
Just to know it. The plan was to stay home .
Dammmmmmn, what a new year to remember.
Missssing some fambams in the houuse. Choke foood barely ate.
WOOOW -________-

Wellls, still talking to my cheesecake on the phone
& priddddy much bored @ home. Mom ruined my nighhhht
& cheesecake is the only one who can make me happpy.
ugggggh, i miss himmmm.

WEllls, hopefullly ill see him today lattter @ nighhht.
keeeh, HAPPPY NEW YEAARRR DAWGS !


Catch yeh lattttttttter.
deuce<3

[Here's Some New Years Pictures] not muchhh.