Closing / Ending

I dont really have time for this.

I have twitter & tumblr hah xD!
sorrry !

PHONE ATM.

My love for you

IS SO SO SUREAL.

Sometimes

I just wish I was invincible.

to be continued ...

I never finish up my blog last night.
but, other than that & this, im all good. Mixing into a surreal ALIFE.
Making $ for my sellings, But i need more $$. Big money spend I say.

4' EVA

wassss gooood blogger? shit. So long as mathafuckkkin time xD! ha xD! last time i post something up was summmmer O____o shit. But fak! highschool student fwinallly, ! freshhmeat.
haha xD! I expected to be more into it but na realllly. I misss middol schl in somewhat way, i miss my ol' frriends, ;( specially alex. Gain some, lose some -_- terrible, I so dont believe on that bullllshii' well, i dnt want too lol. Me & my babyboy is still goin' on strrrong <3 9 months & still going. Prettttty long ah already? ugh, cupid struck us like a bitch, & were so attached like PB&J.
Its cute in a way, my babyboy forver. Ugh, i dont feel like i making any sense right now, im saying whatever i have in my head right now, & idk even know what im say. But its fallbreak right now, & hoshit! O9 is almost done! YES YES YES! I hate thisz yr, fullll bad memories, shit shit shit ! I wish* people can invent time machine again, so I can go back & fix everyshit i did, the bad ones : mhm, its life. Everyone makes mistake & we learn from it. But atleease everything is starting to fall into places. Shit I hope im not jixing it AGAIN -_- ugh whateevers, whatever happens, happens.


Ill brb. Tawlking to bf.

Pretty Much ...

Getting bored of blogging.
I barely have time, so lazy & just boring.
;O maybe ill just blog another time...

when i actually have the time to a blog.



Laters.

Goodbye Oahu'

HELLO CANADA (=
ouu, ! BABBBBY.

Im Almost

LEAVVVVVING TO CANADA !



AHHHHHHHHHHH, ! SO EXCITEDDDD TO RIDE AIRPLANE AGAIN,! HAHAHAHA xD!


im gonnna misss my boyfweeend ;[

okay, so like fuck ! im waiting tillll past by so i can jst go ha, ! shit. I hate thisz rock so fckin boring, but atlease bf stick around :D i missss him, 2 days i never got to see him, due to fckin paccking & shit. No more time to go out fakk! ugh, but as long as i know im happpy & his right by myside being a goodboy, which he isz > ;] faithful jst like me^_^.

mwah* i love you baby.

Baby sleptover last night, & lefft early -_-
I had 4 hrs of shhhleeep & woke up around 930 get-up & got readddddy to go pearls w/ my girls, grandma cook me food, & no one was in the house except me. Blessa came, & headed out. Meet up w/ bev, then headed to transit & met-up alex & jayrald. Thanks to jayraald he gave me a late birthday gift* $$ ha, ! thanks (= & also besstfrieeends bought me birthday gifts thanks, love yallll forevver!


Now im home, & waiting for bf callls.
ou, speaking of my bf' he also went pearls too w/ his sisterrr, & its awkward how i see him & we act like we dont know each other O__________o ha,! wierddddd.


lattrs.

DAMN, !

its been a long time, ! huh?! wasss goood blogger? na, assssk me. Truth is ive been lazy & itsz summmer, why spending it on the computer rigggght, ? ive been having my summer loving, summer sunshines & not ov' a mucch for summer nights ;[ But ive been w/ my bf mostly everytime. Ive got to ELO Program for Pre-Alg. But ive been attending for 2wks & ive got half credit, so.. i quit ha, ! shit to much hw for summer days, wtf right ? Ive been pretty much spending money too, alot. My birthday passs, spend time w/ bf ofcourse (= ate genki's & he took me shopping...


BLAH BLAH, so much to say ... so little time.

Today, isz independence day & I went shopping w/ mother & no fireworks for me ;[
but, tawwking to bf right now & its all good.


MWAH*
GOODNIGHT, lattrs.

Happy 6 Months (belated)

For my blog only.

Damn, i never do a bloggg eva' since again, omfg.
ha,! the last time was june 10.
I have summer school, no not for failing, but advancing ;)
ELO Program @ FHS taking Pre-Algebra
started @ june 15 till july july 10, damn O___o
1 month of summmer, ugh.

The class isz not bad, itsz jst stressin -_-
mostly hang out wit' roanne & anji, since they're
the only one i hang.

It was me & babyboy's 6 months yesterday
never really do much, but itsz ok, as long as I was with him(=
Today, went shopping w/ mother!

2morow! FATHERS DAY! & party @ Kunia.

catch ye' lattters.

A day w/ Babyboy (=

Was pridddy much tireddddding, went to alaz & juuust walk around & shop. Took some applestore pictuuures, eatt & more walks. Babe, helpppp me shopp ha, ! try'ed on some clothings, n' stuffff. Regular day, but spend time together. Its 1102pm, & eventually he should be comming to my house to sleepover pretty soon, > ;[ but fcck irraz.

lattttttters

Summer o9'

isz around the corner (= beaccccccch time, meaning, taaan isz cmmin lol.
School's Pau, ! but not for me, taking xtra credit for freshmen year
starting nxt week monday till july 10 pretty long ahh, ? mhm, only 1months summer for me.
Saddd, but o wells' anything for school ^-*

Beach today @ Wallls, wavves was prettty, ... wavy haha xD!
also walk around Waikiki.

LATRRS.

Lazy Bum

I know I haven't blogging my life since' ... eva ! but now im just bored @ home no plans on a saturday night, so letts just bloggggg (= I notice I haven't blog since, the 24th of May. Sorry, been so bz since school isz officially pau, ! & had to do work, final exams, & more stressing problems.

May 27 - We performed @ Alaz afterschool w/ my chorus classs, & yup another solo carrer for me, sang "No One" by Alicia Keys, I guess it wasn't that bad, & I had my confident up.

May 30 - Shop w/ my girls @ Pearlridge, Bought loads of stufff, including banquet stufff, also went Farrels, first time being there & it was ok, just the food so expensive ! -____- but worth the taste.

May 31 - Never really know what I would do that day, till' Bev told me it was her sister's birthday party @ her house, & it was funnn, Drank a bit lol, & ate alot.

June 1 - Babyboy's Birthday (= I never really got to spend time w/ him, cosz it was my graduation day too >_< but its okay, i got him something ofcourse, ! & he came to my grad too. Congrats to my classmate, & to everyone who've supported mwah* LAVHYALL'!




June 3 - o8 Grade Banquet, & Also my grandmother's birthday. Banquet was fun, RUMORS SON,! (= daaancing like rave hahaha xD! also food was good, A lil talent show b4 that, & took pictures. Dang, someone showed upp wearing the same dress as me, -_- erg, o wells w/e.



& the rest of the days, before & afterwards, I know I have done more stufff, & dealed w/ stufff, but jst lazy & not worth the time to tell bout it. In the meantime its gett'n late.
Party 2morow w/ baby.

LATES.!

Simple yet, Cleary

Things have been prettty well for me, i knw i haven't been blogging my life as much, but here i go again. Things are going into place like how i want it to be, but i knw there's just little bit more to go through it, but im patient & i knw things will come on handy. School's been a bitch, but i dnt bother to fckin touch any work. Lazy bum since summmer isz finally comming. Me & boyfriend isz being happy, haha (= ! its like we almost see each other everyday now. But continuition through some simple dramas but we can get through it pretty well.

I remember now, i havent been blogging since the nineteenth.

Friday Night, Party @ Alaz aprtment w/ Richelle & Chelsy babbys, & w/ our nuu friends (= Lynette & Jeanne. Drank & Jst chilllllll, I pretty much got fuck up lol. We waited for our ride & had to go w/ boyfriend afterrrr. Then, we nvr knw where to go, then jst headed home. Got home & crasshhh. Next day, had familly partty, boyfriend camme, haha was borring @ first but just stayed w/ him the most. Dad finallly talkk to him. Things got pretty much comfterble towards each other. Got home @ 12 & just talkk to boyfriend the whole nigght. Today, family party again w/ boyfriend @ the beacccch, ahw first time beach w/ babyboy (=! Was fun being w/ him lol. Got borring & jst fell asleep. Spend time w/ cousins. Got home @ 7

No more school 2morow Happy Memorial Day, ! shoppppppin for me.
LATERS<3

SERIOUSLY

i have no time for thisz -______________-






so much to say, so little time.

HAPPY 5 MNTHS BABYBOY, ! i love you ^-^
days go by prettty fasst ah, ? mhm, we've been through alot, but no matta the weatha, we still foeva' ! baby you really put a smille on my face.

So like, today @ school, it was alright alot of work still yet since there are like 11 more days of school, ?! like whoa O___o so fastttt. Afterschool, met-up w/ baby w/ babygirl jaimie & sheldon. Went to downtown & babe treated me PHO first time eating it & it was not bad > ;] babe went home & just chilled w/ babygirl & sheldon at farrington bus stop forawhile. We had a chorus performance around 5 in the evening. It was not bad, mom & dad came to watch. Your trully soloist* haha, !

LATERS

Weekend Ending

So thisz weeekend isz ending so fassst >_< Saturday never really do much except jst lay on the bed w/ richelle tweaking online the whole day, ! damn, lazy bumms ah, ? lol Then, went party w/ richelle @ Aiea' birthday party headed out around 7 n' went home around 10issh'

130am boyfriend decided to sleepover, he left @ 6 thisz morning. Went w/ mom & dad bought vegetables. Got home around 9 then Party @ Kunia.

Talk to boyfriend on the phone since he neva' come, then fell sleep eat then im home now w/ richelllllle nothing for do except tweak.

School isz 2morow >_< fuck.


LATES!

Friday Night

Lets start with friday morning/afternoon ;] no scholl for us middleschollers again, but some had. Woke up n' headed to alaz w/ blessa,beverly & my mom. Picked up my dress n' look for there dresss, mom left us after. Headed back dwn kalihi n' ate @ kams for awhile. Got home n' got reeady to head out again w/ richelle. Went out around 6 n' met up w/ chelsssy @ the bus stop.

Bus'em dwn to susannah's & waited for alex. After, headed to jaimie's place n' waited for her to get ready. Went back dwn to zippy's n' chill for awhile. Then, headed to anywherrrre, ! HAHAH xD! chilllled someplace around beckly waited for my bf.

Then, headed to Gno's place for ahwile. Chelssy & Richelle was squirling out n' left. Bf came, then walked all the way too bill's placce. Idk where the fuck Richelle n' Chelssy was, but those punks fckin dumb ass, ! hahah na j/kkk mhm, had fun @ the party spending time w/ everyone, specially my baby efren ;) had to leave early, baby dropp us off @ Susannah's met up chelssy & richellle, waited for richelle's dad n' picked us up.

Got home around 1030 & jst talk to babby the whole night, :) ugh until i got tirred > ;[

mhm lates.

Busy girl

wellls, not reallt anymore (;

Dad's birthday was yesterday never really do much, except mom cook food, lots i could say, more than jst dinner servve, mhm.

I got my interview for grad n' yesssss ! qualified permanenty walking, really made my day on the reals ... skipping, yellling hooraaaay, ! hahaha xD! the only thing that can ruin it isz boyfriend.

Im sick of arguing, really itsz like everynight > ;[ shiiiiiii, give me a fckin break! fuck, im so feduppppp but things keep comming fuck, i just love you so much.

Today, was free dress day for us middleschoolers, decided to jst go alaz afterschool n' look for dresssses, & gad damn ! finnnally i have my dresssss :DDDD its cute, unique & very attractive i may say. Its on hold & picking it up saturday w/ mom. I bought my sandals today, & some accesories. It was pretty much a long day, tired n' evvverything. Got home @ 6 & jst chill w/ dad.


LATES.

no schollll for me yuck > ;[ 8th gradders have feild trip & im not part of it. Decided to lay offf & stay home be a lazy bum. Im tired from the weekends anyways, body ace's & everrything.


Im really stressin in school, the poor slack & everything. Finals & projects are fckin due. Grad Requirements are still up & I dont know how much I done, ? I need a break, its a lucky thing summmmer isz up > ;) relaxation & chilll. But im hella broke & I never buy my banquet dress yet wtfff?!? lol. Plans are stacking & I need ca$h shiii'


ugh w/e lates.

Baby love.

Part 2 is here & lets make the fuckin best of it. Not through my words but through our actions. Baby, I love you so much & thats why im still here. I did you wrongs & I know I should've knew betttter, but those were the past, lets think about the present & the futtture for us both. Your my first true love ill ever had. I know part 1 for us had been really fuck up & I know I admit I was the first to end this love. I know right, ? how folisssh & stupid was I, ? but baby, its our mistakes & we learn from it. I learn so much from everything. I can prove you no matter how much it takes. We shared our feelings for the past days & weeks. Hopefully now it should be settled, cosz fuck, ! im not readddddy for another like thisz > ;[ im sick to the mind knowing thisz will happen again. 121908422 that'll never change. Love has no fckin limits. Its a relationship thing rigght, ? No matter the weatha <3 Through bad & good, stilll forevver (; I love you baby Mwah*

Happy Mothers Day, !

Yesterday me n' richellle went to kams n' i decided to buy stuff for mothers day for mother n' grandmother, i know > ;] im so thoughtfulll haha xD!

today isz mothers day, ! happy mothers day to all mothers.
Richellle sleptover last night n' went home 9.
I gave nmy gifts to my mom n' grandmother. Gave my grandmother flower n' a cardd ;)
n' i gave my mom a card w/ a slippper gifft :) A/E slipppper.
I guesss, they love it ^____^ i feel goood ahhhhhhhhhh.

Now' im jst stresssssin outta no where bcosz of youu, like fck, idk what i want no more. I wanna fck'n let go but i jst cant, i knw ive done you alot of wrongs, but making equal to it jst makes me crrrrrry out of it. Shiiii' i hate arguing every fckin darn day >;[ like ugh, i dnt fckin need those.
WHHHHHHHHHHHAEVVERS ALREADY.

im out.
parrrrrty

LAST NIGGHT'

was fcckin hazardddd, shiii' ! thats all i gotta say, good things, then fuck up O____o
Keh, so yesterday nvr had school for us, but i guess some highscholllers haddd. I pretty much stayed home alone, mhm was so boorrrred, efren went party > ;[

i decided to go out w/ richelllle, we headed out around 7 then met up w/ chelsy, got bored n' nvr knw where to go so we called up people n' they picked us up then headed to Kalihi Waena Bible Study, but things fck upp while almst starting, some stupiiit as boyyys messs up things ugh > ! fckin scaarrrrreh, they dropp us off to chelsy's place around 8. Never knw where to go so we went bev's plaacce, Kayla n' Alex called n' met them up @ Perry's Cruise there for awhile w/ the girrls n' the boys. Me, Richelle n' chelsss left around 915.

Got home @ 930 n' richelle was at my house, was gett'n ready aagain to head out, the boys picked us up around 945 then picked up chelssssy. We went Fritzs house n' jst drinkkkk there for awhilllle, then everone headed to Sand Island acess, got bored n' jst went anywhere, parrk anywhere. Fcck' cops stopped us, n' digg out haha fckin scarreh, ! some of the boys ran n' they got fckin chase lol, ! all us girls went costco n' fckin HIDE ! lmfao. Some van picked up chelss n' richelllle, we headed to Ahuula' then BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, ! -_____-

Headed to costco for ahwile, then, ughhhhhh' w/ efffffren @ bills place.
Around 2 something drop him home.
Everyone wanted to chilll, so like we went back to ahuula pick up jessie' then headed to Hawaii Kai Clifff' fck idano where we was ?! ;p but fck the car was packed frrrrls o______O what a view.

Everyone got dropped of around 445' me n' richelle got home @ 5 she sleptover my place, then fck shhhhhleeeep, funnnn night ^_^


[NO PICTURES] D;

Why

fckin gotta be like that huh > ?

A day w/ my baby

lets jst sayyy, im a good girl who doesn't go schoool too sometimes xD! hahaha ! but, i mean for good reasons ;] today was a GR888888 day, ! no schooll for me, took the bus dwn to salt lake side, went to baby's house. No one was home so we decided to stay in n' relaxxxx, We watch t.v, on the computer, piicctures, lol' showeerred afterwardds, then baby cook me breakfasst, even tho we barely did stuff i had fun. It was 1 so we decided to head dwn to kams n' eatt @ mcd's in the meantime. Met-up w/ blessa to get my stufff, then went home, was so tiiiired so i took a napppppp.


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May month isz going pretty good for me so far :D lots of planns, but more school work > :[ but im standing strong for whatever thats upp*

isz there reallly, ?

PART 2 FOR US, ? I BELEIVE.

Part 2

Is there reallly party 2 story for our love honey, ? i knw there is,
but patience is all we need.Ugh, thisz weekend im POOF* seriouuuussly tirrred,
Saturday was the paqcuoi figgght, stayed @ Kunia tilll like almost mid' mhm, 2 rounds dwn,? damn O___o im helllla suppprise hahaha ^_^! Got so see, efrrrren ;] chillled w/ him @ the most, piccctuures n' jst talkk, i missss him again >;[
i hattte when having fun time go by supppper fasst ugggggh. Sunday, (today) went backkk to Kunia again, mom them gambbble whillle i was w/ efrrren the whole time, talking. Boring but fun :D

Schooool isz 2morow for us midddleschhhollllers? no scholl for fhs? ;b
im helllllla tiiiiiiired.

LATERS.

Pound for pound

isz 2morrrow >__<> D: likke wtffff?!?
ugh, im so mad at the worllllld.
Nothing to post, so lazy.

so much to say... so little time


maybe ill come back 2morrrow.

Gotta Stop Expecting > :[

babe =

boys are bitches everytime.
i can really recall them in that way, i trully can see them in those kind of ways, mhm not only us girls i mean ;D duhhhhhhh lol.
but anyways, nvr go scholl since yesterday, matter of fact i not goin scholl thisz whole week, due to my badd illness -_- i got the cases of "Type B Flu" yuh if you guys now, but whatevers, im feeling a bit better, itsz jst headace isz stinging through times. School isz botherring me, specially when im failing one class fuck.
But anyways, im offfffff.



Latersz.

FRIIDAY NIGGGHT, !

was the best night ever in a looooooooong time ;) hahahah xD! wennt out arounnd 11pm -_- i know suu latttte, got lazzzzy too while gettt'n readddy ahaha, justin them picked me up. Was waiting for chelllsy to get ready, then picked herr up. We headed to sannnd isllaandd n' chilll there for awhillle, i met a new friend ^-^ jennnn haha. The boyys wanted to go ahula' so we diddd, but fcked up scene happpen, justin's motor got fucked up, so likkkke, we installled time pussshing n' pussshing hisz car, damn' pussh from sand islaand alll the way tlo ahula, ! hahah xD ! was funnn while at it tho. Got there, n' jssst chillllled. Fritsz them decided to leave early, but instead we went to tatluuus, funnnnn n' scarrreh suckkken guy turning off hisz ligghts, mmhm view was fabolous. Cops told us to get out -_- then, went to a cemetery pllllace like wtf,?! lmfao' but jst stayed in the car n' listen to musiiic. Almost run out off gass, chilled outside fritsz house. 345in the morning, decided to drop off everyone. Got home @ 4 ugggh, tirrred xD ! jssst felll asleeeep afterrr.

The days have past

n' everything seems to be going fine, i mean, even tho' ya? ;( my heads up high, but so like, i haven't keeping up my daily blog no more, due to busssssynessss of schollllllll, workkkkk everywhere! my liiife right now isz setttled, no more complacations, jst doing what i have to do^-^
funnn can wait. Alot of plaans thisz may n' supppper excited.


Today, i had parent - teacher conference @ scholll n' it went welll.
earning truuust back, mhm due to spring break trouble ;( yeeeuck.
Higghsskl isz in 3 months, n' SUMMMMMMMMMER ISZ UPPPP.

Done deal, ?

no more, 121908422 ? =[[[[[[[[[[[

Happy Supposed to be 4 Months =[

time willl telll for the both of us.
just now itsz not the right time.
lets just wait ....


lets just do what we gotta first.

ill miss you n' ill still be loving you.
every mins, hours, days.

ill stand strong.

APRIL 18

2MROW ISZ THE 19TH > :[ FCK, !

Last night, never do anything -______- i felll asleeep instead.
Stay home friday.
But today isz Saturday, out w/ mom probably later n' drink tonight.
MAYBE.

THINGS ARE CMMIN A BIT' CHANGEFUL. WELLS, FOR OTHERS IGUESSS.
BUT NOT FOR ME, I CERTAINLY NEVER LEARN MY LESSON YET.
BUT I KNW' ILL BE WILLLING TO LEARN IT SOOON. I JST KNOW IT.
THINGS ARE HARD RIGGGH NOW FOR ME.
SPECIALLLLY WHEN THERES SOMEONE ALWAYS IN MY MIND D;

THINGS ARE JUST ON TOXIC RIGHT NOW, THEY NEED TO SOBER UP.
FUCK.

laters.

Now you see it, ?

REAL EYES, REAL LIES, REALIZE.

Recovering n' Healing

Uggggh, yes' itsz starting to cool everything off my mind.
Passing on the bullsshiiit i got the past few days .... n' im just chilllllllinnnnnn.
I neever go on for like 3 days, ? n' now here iam again juust all good.
Uhm, itsz almost half of the year again O_____o n' like wtf,?! so fasttt rigght,?
shiii' everything isz changing n' hopefullly it will really change.
Stillllll have swollen heart but itsz still beating for you > :[
Schooool isz been okay, report cards went out, n' i gotta say improvement!
^_________________________________________^ WOOHOOO!
uhmm, imissmy babyggirl n' -___- ugh yuhhhhh.



latttttteerrs

Easter Sunday

But, lets talk about my night last night ^_^ fuck had a blast to the max.
Drinks flew out my bulllllshiii n' it reallly made me feel goood.
Buzzzin, n' fucked up. Palo n' everyttthing. Went to a small party quick
Drank, Then, went to sand island access n' Drank more Then, Roanne's
houuse drank a bit. I can say everyone was fucked up, wells most of'em.
I could'nt even remember whhha happpened once i got home 4am.
Woke up thisz morning was supposed to go church D: but had a mean
headacce.

Today, itsz Easter Sunday n' family party @ Kunia.

mhmm.

Somehow

I guess you don't wanna hear those... >> :[[

why botherrr tryinn?

That's it ?

That's all, ? you sure? think twice.

To you forever from me to you:

You've officially been chopped n' Screwed.
you've lost a precious dime, n' you just went off to a penny.

n' well so ...

yuh, give out your words hopefully, actions speak too.
itsz a last chance oppurtunity dn't fck it up.
The past may be worst for me, but having thisz revenge
isz 2xs' worrrse cosz you know, "two wrongs dont make one right"
strricccctly all bullllshit' ive got hurt n' painfully suffer to it.
know that. Im a forgivable person cosz i still love you so much.

Ok' so itsz saturday n' last night I got home 4 in the morning,
was crusin w/ all frittz them. But b4 that, snitch those senses i felt through last night
-___- fuck. But like, all for it' just forget about everything juust drank @ sand island
w/ some of the guys n' I actuallly had funnn, haha even tho i was already buzzzzin' ;p
Was raining tho D; suckkkks. So like today, ? i don't know what to do, ?
maybe, stay home n' go out later on tonight. Rave, ? or just cruiise?
mkaaaays.

LATERRS.

Sweet Revenge

Thanks' Much Appreciated -__-
youur free my dear.

Nothing more, nothing less

M.I.A for the past days n' here iam again.
So like, Scholll isz back n' im really dazzing off my work -_-
Testing isz here agaaain, more stresssss, more worrk.
I got my nuu' phone today. nuu number also.

So like, Ive been waking up every morning try'na figure how should i start my day,?
Cosz reallly, all ive been having isz stress n' maddness each day.
I HATE IT.
Problems just keep cmmin each time, like fuck.
Get away, ! Itsz liffe but im so fed-up w/ everything.
But whatevers i won't let it phase me -_- scholl's test is up n' i could careless
bout everything except schoollll.

So okay, shut upp bout that. Other good stuff isz, i really made profit w/ my stuff ^_^
im made over hundred somethinnng alreaddy. Yay, ! Moolah baby.

Laters.

Last night after resturant w/ the family, bf decides to

sleepover > :] Thisz was one of the fun times he sletover.
At first, we go bored n' like we decided to watch "Titanic"
hahah xD! we only watch parts of it only tho, since he got bored
after. Then, we took pictures. I actually showed him some of my
young pictures b4 hahahah, ! Then, went to sleep for a bit. Woke up
n' we talkkkked alot of storries through the wholle night.
Mwah* He made my night :D loveyou n' missyou alreaddddy, !

So like today, April 4 n' itsz a saturday. Me n' mom went out
went to shppppin @ NEX w/ her friend. I bought me a nuu'
HK Watch, Pink Snake skin bracelet around ;D
Mhm, thisz month starting off to a pretty good start, hopefully
willl be all good afterwards.

Laters,!

Lets juust say today was a good day > ;]

12:01 AM

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MOM'
i love you.

Mother n' Daughter Day.

April 2nd n' I had funn wit' my mom.
Went to a shopp to fix her car.
Then, went to bannnk, moolah for me ;D $$$
After pay some billlls.
Then got treated from her friend's Restuarant.
Sam Choys' wooohooo* ! Goood Food.
Then, headed to alaz. Shoppppppin agaaain hahah
Bought me a nuu jaccket. Mom bought choke stufff.
Driving to pick - up dadd.
Mom was singing, ! hahah like one biiiiitch ! uggggggh lol.
Funnnnny was, she actually knew how to sing Ms. Officer hahah.
Went to costco aftter. N' now im home 4:09pm.
Whhhha a day. Mom's birthday 2morow ;D offf to Todai Resturant.
WOOHOOO, ! more guud food.
Spring Break isz almost over n' schoolll is commin up.
Bf' sleeping over tonight hopefullly he can make my night good D;
siiiince itsz allways borrrrrring.

Catch ya' lattters. !

Almost Weekends

Again.
Its Wednesday n' supposively supposed to go out w/ babygirl.
But, woke up too late D;
n' suppposed to meet up some girrls for my sellings but nope.
Screwed ugggggh.
Oh welllls, there's always another day.
Spring Break isz a drag to the max thisz year.
N' so far 09 suucks' on the reaalllls. Hopefully things get better'
latter on.

Btw' Im pregnant.

Not,' ! HAPPY APROLLL' FOOLS ;D
latttters.

YES!

SPRING BREAK ISZ ALMOST OVER.
THANK GOD.

START FRESSSSH AFTER THISZ.

Itsz Monday n' couple of more days, no bigggie.
Hopefullly ill get my new phone soon.


catch ya' latttters.

NUU DUU.

bwahaha' can't blame myself i look good.

Making profit w/ my selllings btw ;)

check it out why don't ya ?!

uplate ye' laterrrs.

Daddy Mac.

So Today,

never know what i would do, but mom made breakfast.
Watch some' television.
Got ready n' headed out @ alaz w/ the family.
Did some shopppin, walk around, n' ate.

The good day isz, I seen my Dad ;] uggggh.
you don't know how much i miss him >D:
Omg.
I also seen my step-mother.
Damn, at first was so awkward.
But he gave me moolah $$$$ bebeh.

My dad really made my day :]
mwah* laterrrrrzs.

Friday Of Spring Break

So far So okay.

Been reallly bz' doing nothing lol.
Naw, Been goin to Richelle's place
mostly everyday n' chillll w/ them.
Never go anywhere yet' except there house
lol. Sad to say, ... thisz spring break is gay !
One more week' hopefullly will be good afterwards.

& btw, im selllin stufff!
Check out my myspace album.

http://www.myspace.com/reallllladdy

Spring Break

Days past these few days, n' im just tryna' feel comfterble @ home
since i can't go out for now >D; underGROUNDED -____- omg.
I can live.

the only place ive been thisz only week isz renting D.V.D's
n' foodland w/ parents damn whatt a spring break?! ;(
Atlease Richelle n' Richard are staying here for now, my
old folks ;) i mean neighbors. Atlease I have company.
Thanks for the people who've cheer me up so far it really
works' much appreciate mwah*

More days till Spring Break isz over gattt dammit.
Hopefullly ill have a phone afterwards.
Illl keep ya' people update here.

Laters.

Spring Break

Started like thisz.

Friday- Babygirl sleptover, got bored >D; so went car cruise w/ fritzs them.
Got caught speeding while racing. Cops stopped us. They was so squirly I
had to call my mom to picked me n' jaimie up, got busted along the way.

Saturday- Got more busted from that friday night/Stayed home. Infact,
Grounded the whole spring break... n' more days laterrzs :( sadd.

Sunday- Stayed home' forgive n' forget. Stayed home. Bf sleptover :) uggh
i miss him so much ... imy&ily so much mwahh*

Monday- Yesterday, stayed home since I can't go out >___< mhmyeh.

So like today, ive been thinking lately what ive done for the past days
which i totally regret to the max D; but itsz the past there's no goin back.
Lessoned Learned. Now I jussst gotta make my mind made up for now n'
change for the better. Im patient.


LATERZS!

A lil by lil,

Itsz Time for a Change.


n' to my baby.
Im sorry for everything.

MY LIFE ISZ OFFICIALLY
FUCKED UP.

Goodbye Good Life.
See ye' next time.

My babygirl,

Its the time again when i have to let out my
thank you. Baby itsz been forevver since we
got thisz close & I mean supper close.
Suppper close i fckin know your family in everway.
But hush bout that' im writing, well actually typing
this blog just for you. I wanna thank you for letting my
fears out yesterday. You showed you really cared for me
like im your bitch (;
When i needed a shoulder to cry on you was there.
Literally like on the reals fo'reals. I actually got thisz
through & without you I would'nt know what I needed
to seal on. Thanks babygirl I love you for'ever.
mwahhhhhhhhh* !

-2007 FROM THEN:


-2009 TO NOW:

Friday, March 21

WOOHOO ;D
itsz friday niggght & yesssah' & shall know
ma bbygirrl sleepin' over n' thisz will be satisfying!
to the max ! haha xD !

---------------------------------------------
Early today at schollll, mmh last day tilll' spring break!
Classes was borring as usaull.
Mom picked me up afterscholll' went costco ate n' left.
Home n' babygirl came.

Now we make our night last woohoo* !
mmh
i miss my boyfriend.

Babygirl

HIGGH MY BABYGIRL. I'M AT YOUR HOUSE N' I'M SLEEPING OVER. THE DAY ISN'T OVER N' TONIGHT WE GOING HAVE FUN. I LOVE YOU. ;] MUAH* -JCRS

Cheaters Delima

& now' i let it out ....
i just don't know how I can see myself wit' you.
-____________________-

IM TRULLY SORRY.

I understand all my consequences.


Happpppppy 3 months aniversery D:
or shouuuuld i say, sad.

Dissapointed

I hate myself being such a skeez.
Forgive me.

>>> :[

I wont think bout it no more &
let it fly n' juuust be gone
forever so it won't bother the
shit of me no more.

How can i? be like? such a?
dumbeast.

fuck' give me a fckin sign god*

Horny.

AHHHH shaddddup ! made you think niggg'
itsz' the 17th Saint Patrick's day!


no green today for me >D:
ouuuuuu*
got pinch prettty bad today at school,
but i stay to manage hahah.

It got settled' but why do i feel like'
i really want you to calll? n' whyyyy do i feel
like, i fckin need you >D: shittttttt.

youuuu got me holddin down good' but
it's wrong. I broke you down, n' it was the right thing.

LUCKY CHARMS!

Last nigggght was helllllla funnn!
WOOOHOO.
Shen n' Roanne picked me up around 1030pm arrived @
pipeline had to wait for Mariah since she have the money.
I waited so lonnnnng ;o she came around 1am' we got in
n' fcccck ! damn haddddd a blassst to the max.
Met some nuuu' frrrrriends.
Shen dropped me home around3:45 in the morning.
I was so tiiirrrred >_< knocked out after.

COLD WEATHER

Stinging upp ma assss >:O
shiiiiii' ! sooo cold lol.
Its saturday -__- n' like, i dont think i have plans?
maybe pipeline tonight ? i dano yet.
Yesterday was guuud' went to the event @ Kalihi Waena
n' mhmmm, reminising bgirl days ahw...
Was chillllin wit' mariah the most.
Boyfriend's sister came, so just sat wit her.
Damn -__- seen people who i wasn't suppose to see haha xD!
Got home @ 9. Mom was a bitch >D:
Boyfriend sleptoverr.

he left 630 in the morning.
n' likkkkke, itsz saturday n' its raining like hellllll ! grrrrr.

ITS FRIDAY !

& ive been M.I.A since then haha.

But like, itsz friday.
plans tonight wit' babygirl (;

n' boyfriend sleeeping over.


KEH DENS !
Latersz.

Consequences of good guilt.

I TOOK IT



& itsz a (-)



nawmean? its been done n' goood.

THANKGOD.
speaking of it, [supppper a sinnner] "/

i love my boyfriend mwah*

The Weekends.

Saturday, yesterday ;) wass funn.
So like, that morning boyfriend left my house 6:30 in the morning
n' likke was still supppper tired so juust slept.
Then, no one was home so like, got ready for the party.
everyone came home n' left to go party @ Kunia.
Everyone was there, including my boyfriend n' his
family. Ate n' party n' sing haha.
After, everyone gambled as usaull called babe to go inside
the house chilled wit' my cousin.
Watch HSM 3 suu gay, -__- korney hahaha !
Then, left around 1045pm got home n' talked to bf.

Now its sunday, n' party again @ Kunia ;) but bf not here.
>___< but its okae, couszzin chillin.
ILLBEBACK.

Laterrs.

Ashley Pena Junio ;)

i miss you ... mwahh* have a good one.

FINALLY 7TEEEEEN ^_^ WOOOHOOO!

MARCH 6.

Uncul dropped me off tesero met - up wid' bev n' walk
to schoo' together.

Got to school looking all moked wit' my rubber slippazhs lol.
Afterschool' went walk up to kams met - up wid blessa n' the bf
since she never go school lol.
Catch the #2 bus n' got off walk to alaz.

Reason why isz, stevenson middle was supposed to fight
wid' usss, cosz i dano why?! lmfao.
But we wasz waiting n' they never show - up hahah xD!
n then ate MCD's.

Got home @ 6 seen jayson along the way ;D
kehhhhhh baby might sleepover tonite woohoo * !
.....................LATERSZ!

Bad Habbit.

Wtf isz goin on with us?
itsz like every single day' we get into
that fight n' it'll never end until someone
has to apologize.

I hate how we forgive so fast.
I hate how we put up with it n' let it go.
I hate how you can't learn your lessons.
I hate how you lie to me bout it.
I hate how your so fckin irratating.
I hate how I get so mad for such a lil thing.
I hate how you get too silent on the phone.
I hate how you act so stupid while at it.
I hate how you know I hate that.
I hate how i love you so much, i just have to put up with it until i have to let go n' forgive.

Fuck.

Baby, I want thisz to work n' if your not helping
don't leave me by myself in this.
Cosz 2 beats is faster than 1 n' you know that.

" I love you " those three words can't solve everything.
" I miss you" those three words can't change my mood.
" Im sorry" those two words can't be forgiven until its been provin.

I don't know what else to say but im sick n' tired of thisz
daily bad habbit were going through.
To you, it might be a small shit but to me, its like my whole that's
cutting into halves n' it'll just get my temper goin like a hot boil water.

N' truust me you don't want to overheat that > :O

Damn, like what i said from b4 i wish* i did'nt care so muuch
itsz so harrrrrd. But I love you n' you know what they say...

"Giving up isz harder than trying" It's a true fact n' forshure
it'll be a guruntee for me through thisz kind of delima.

Girl's Day

&ND YOU KNOW ITSZ HOES WHO COME ;) n' kiss our asses
WOOHOO ^-^! haha.

3rd Day of March n' so far everything's good but still
yet struggling wit schol, but got it under control.

Rainy weather as usual n' walked w/ wifey(blessa) to
school since bev fckin ditch us -____-
school was okay for me still so much work tho.

Today i learned something from a teacher who i use
to judge as much times i can n' juust to find out she's
just like me, a litto girl who's world revolves w/ daily
shit.
*Learn to trust someone.Its the
most important part of your daily life.

Afterschool met-up wit' boyfriend just chilled at bill's house
w/ babygirl (; Ate n' left around 5.
Got home n' read my new book.
DAMNN >:O so fckin good i fell in love !
Aunty came from vegas n' decided to go to her friend's house
so i went wit her. I notice the house she was goin was across
roanne's house! haha i called her up n' juust chilled wit
her for awhile.

Now im at home about to do homework.
SOOOO...

LATERS,!

Super Busy.

N' so thisz second day of March had been super
hectic for me.

Projects are due, grades are being like a roller coaster,
graduation requirements, & just read read read.
Damn,! I can't wait to grad so thisz shit would finally
be over >D;

So afterscho' i went wit kayla & bev to palama library
to copy off some stories for my bookreport mwahahaha*
but just to find out -_- we got lazy n' so we just sat
on the tables & bev game the series of twilight n' new moon.

b4 that, i also seen my bf :D
but, after library walk to kams n' see my bf quick
kiss him goodbye n' went home.

im at home n' doin some homeworks.

lates.

Hello March ;)

Shucks' another new month.
fckin' 09 isz goin by so fast.
& I have a project due 2mrow n' i never
even bother to touch it >D:

Spring break isz cmmin up ! hopefully
thisz month will be more exciting.

FEB 28

Itsz the last day of the month.
I never get to greet richelle cosz its her birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE, ! i miss you chelleybootie.

Today wasz family party @ kunia' damn -_- mother
woke me up 630 in the fckin morning, to juuust get
ready & head to Kunia. I know right so ... ?! uggh
& like, i got there n' i layed down wit marvin for
a while then, tweak on myspace cosz boyfriend was
still sleepin.

Nette neva come till like 230 in the afternoon so
the whole time i slept for like 2 hrs' then talk to
boyfriend n' juuust chill wit marvin & jomar.
We watch the movies "FRIDAY" haha suu fckin hillarious!
Then, talk to boyfriend more. I thought he would be
commin today but noOo -_- uggh i miss him.

Me n' Nette got bored so we deicided to watch the
movie SAW. Ate after n' left.
Got home n' called boyfriend its 912pm
& im still talking to him.

K lates.

LIFE

Life isz full of suprises,
Life is full of happiness,
Life is full of joyness,
Life is full of cruelness,
& DEF' Life is full wit loads of shit.
SHIT MEANING = UP & THE DOWNS.

& through thisz day what ive been noticing for the
past months,weeks, & days isz my future which isz so
not my plan todo.

... word said.
Defensive isz patient.
Cosz its the key to my sucess.


-BABYGIRL APPLIED.

Stuff on my mind.

Itsz 8:15pm n' like im goin to shower pretty soon
buut i wanna do my blog first.

So like, I have lots ov' shit on my mind right now
gotta do hw after' research load images n' shiit uggh.
Ugh, but like since i neva go skuela today' was @ Kayla's
place the whole day.

-Munchin on fried oreos
-Slept for 2hrs
-Chilllll on the comp.
n' yeuggh just loads of food in our tummy's.

Baby Haylee baluga kept us company while at it lol
Cutie Patotie <3

Went home w/ bless n' got home 4:30pm
juuust talk to boyfriend after, then fell asleep.

lates.

@ KAYLA'S PLACE

YA, NO SKUELA FOR ME, BLESSA, N' KAYLA.
THE OTHERS FLAKE OUT -_____- COSZ SOME WERE JUUST UKLY.
WERE JUSSSST HERE BBYSITTIN HAYLEE BALUGA ;) N' BLESSSA
COOKIN' ME SOME VENNA SAUSAGES HAHA !

IM JUUST ON MYSPACE N' YEUP.


GON EAT ...
BEBACKLATERS.

Doin my hw ...

@ home n' talking to my boyfriend 5:16pm.
came home4 4:30pm n' was reading earlier.

damn, todae's monday n' another week of schollll mhm
been bz lately, reading, reading, & more reading.
Damn' desperate to walk in grad wooohoo (; suu good.
Well actually, to able to grad you must have
-60 books through 6th, 7th, & 8th grade.
20 books each year.

that's the most important shit -____- fckk.
Okay shut up bout schooll.

Afterscholl' went kams wit' ma girl n' ate yummys (;
thanks kay kay for the treat.

Then ye' blaaah im home.
laters.

WEEKENDS!

& dont have anything on mind?
mhm, either babygirrl come my house? or .. mhm idano.

so lazy for do shit.
Boyfriend told me get bbq someplace w/ hisz friend?
idano yet tho.

even dad said to go out -_- ugh suu gay > :|
lazzzzy whathamathufckfck?!? grrrrrrrrrrrr

just finished snackin on sneakers.
waiting for boyfriend's call.

now im off.
lates!

Sometimes ...

But i do... n' thats why im so in love wit youu.

Almost forgot..

Congrats aunty !

Welcome to the traggic n' scrwed world (;
-ISABELLA PENA.
-FEB 18 2009
^^ Nuu' niece damn.


gettt'n old each day haha xD !

mhm can't wait till you grow upppp.

Happy two months babyboy !

loveyouuuuu mwah*

YAY ! ahw' another month pass by babe (; & fck ... itsz feels like
fa'evvvva ! hahah 2months down' more togo, no doubt :D
& so, thisz day been pretty good.

never go scholll loll, ditch & went to bev's house instead ...
Me, Blessa, & Alex walked from scholll alll the way to beverly's house !
Got @ her houuse' & bev cooked food for us.. mhm lol.
Chillled her houuuse for like the whole dayy !
We all got dolled up make up, hair & everything from Bbs'fab inc.
Beverllllly Baldovii's fab line creation WOOHOOO! hahah!
We took webcam picctures' .. & everyone look beautifullll including
my reddddddd lippppps hahah ! ;D I also cut bev's hair mhm
i loved it' best creation yet ! lol

It was 130 in the afternoon' & we all decided to walk up to kams'
Alex, Beverly & Blessa decided to eat & i walked up to palama library
I met up babe ova there' & babygirrrl, decided to walk to sheldon's house
while babygirl went train.

Just chilled at Sheldon's house for awhile.
Spend time w/ babe (: hahaha acting stupid n' shit.
Got bored' so we decided to walk to kams.
Babe treated me food again ^_^ haha' we ate n' waited for
my bus ... While @ the bus it was 422pm & yeup, officially
2 monttths! supppppper happy in that very moment.
Got home n' mom suppper stressin & pissed for stupit reasons?!

Laugh now cry later, rigght nette haha xD!

LATES!

121908422<3

Laugh now cry later.

Ive been...

MIA for like how many days?! mmh, TWEEEEEE DAYS! since valentine's day.

So like, there's really nothin nuu' itsz just that i have
a new T.V (; lollll ukly one but still goood, comes w/ 2 in 1 dvd player.
n' president day? it sucks ! haha' hellllla borring just stayed home n'
shhhhhleeeep & be lazzzzy ugh.

itsz the 18th' & schollll has been a totall blurr.
Im failing math & science >D: totalllly skeezed of my track -__-
B A A F A F --> EWWW' dangaling naillllls ! sadd my life.
I've been reading loads of books but the problem isz I barely CAN read
cosz due to disturbings rewrrrr ! make me madd' & not succesful.

Something happened yesterrday & to my concern' im gonna have a
totalll melt down. Im not saying ill have it w/ a gurrruntee, but im
hopping shit won't come as mucccch. Hopefully they'lll understand i meant,
She'llll understand. UGGGGGH' ailene don't hesistate ! >D:

WISH ME GOODLUCK* ;) mhm.
illll be baccck w/ guud news' if thats possible.

lates !

Sunday' & babe left 530 thisz morning.
so fast valentines past by ... omgad like wtf?!
feels like it never even come loll.
& so woke uppppp, cook food n' boom manang, manong, & kate
arrived at our house UNexpectedly !damn' blown our tears & just let
our feelings out :/ just to find out there moving to alaska & their flight isz
tomorrow' harsh knowing it.

Had a lil' gatherin @ Salt Lake, nette's place.
Wellls, gambling gathering as i recall lmao' stupppppit addicts.
Through the whole day, just chilled w/ nette n' marvvvin pridddy boring.

630pm' my uncle dropped me off to bev's party cosz mother wanted to
gamble longerrrr ugh that bitch -___-
Got to bev's parttty & alex was there also. Ate' chilled listened to music n'
thass pridddy much it. Mom picked me up aroound 945pm.
Got home n' now itzs borrring boyfriend fell asleep on the phone n' im just
texting whoever.
UGGGGGGGGGGGH

Lates.

Roses are red ... & its valentine's day

To errrrrone' ....

the 14th & im supppper happy right now 6:59pm talking to my babygirl bout my day.
Speaking of my day ...

It starts offff like this' boyfriend called me thisz morning & greeted me happy valentines day (;
ahw, n' text errrrrone happy v' day ^_^ Got up' & ate.
Also got ready for lunch party @ aunty's house. Got there' & whatthufck!? suu boring.
Nette wasn't there yet & so isz Ashley. Was boreddd so decided to sing w/ my drunnk
uncles & grandpa's hahah on the other hand, i felt like i was drunk lolll i was so kronic singing
on the Magic Sing lol. Had funnn tho.

Afterwards got tired of it, & so decided to walk anywhere the spot' also went to thisz
filippino store & bouuught food haha xD ! so lame n' get party haha ! I decided to walk
ma asss to jamie's houuse & check if she was there, but no ... -_- she wasn't I also had to pee
hahaha, so i did @ her house lol.

Mhm' wierd shit happened while i was walking -____- supper awkward lmfao.
to the fckin max! & so... got back to aunty's houuuse, nette took so long for come'
just to find out they got lost along the way & they rode a different bus lol.
Me & uncle had to pick them up by fern elem. Ouuu nette gave me my roses & ballon
from efren (; MWAHH* thanks honey. Roses was dieing shit.

Got back to the party n' whathuffuck!? errrone got shocked bout the roses & ballon lol
Specially efren's dad lol. But mkays all good.

We left early, & now im home just hanged up on babygirl n' calling her back latter.
Thisz Valentines kinnda suck in a way >D; shit 08's one was bettttttuh had more ballons
& roses errrrgh oh wells.

Boyfriend shhhhleeping over tonite ;) spend time wit each otherrrrr.
Half my love for my fam & the other for my babbby.
Happpy Valentine's day folks!

FRIDAY THE 13th

= GOOD LUCK BEBEHHH ;D wellls for me duhhhhh always!

Woke up & suprisingly throat ain't aching no more woohoo ;D a good day to start wit.
Hair was sorda workkkkin wit me.

Got to schollll, & fck! chokesst 6&7th gradders had the loads of ballons wid' them.
Like ho mannnnn, whattaafck!? haha even barely us 8th graders never buy.
Took some pictuures b4 homeroom bell rang.
Ahw krizia & brandon wasz suu cute ;D hahahaha xD !

& so, first period of the day (; leadership bake a cakke mhm, (; & bake cookies
good breakfasst for me. While walking down the hallway to go to my 2nd period.
A girrrl gave me a balllon ^-^ sweeet.

Recess was awsome hadddd 8thgrade samoan & micros rumblbble haha xD!
wells, not for girrls but big solehs ! like whooa, take it eaazzay. Funny was, the fight
was by the parking lot. Fckin solehs ! just jumping on the carr, one boy fckin slipp & fell
down & broke one of the teacher's license plate hahah xD ! so sadddd. Had so much
keeds' suspented todayy mmh, 13th, guezz they've been stepping on cracks lol.

Ive notice myself ive been texting each damn period non-stop lol o____O & so,
luuuuch came, chiccken was good =]] Last perioodd was fun' cheated of the math test
haha suu good (; me & yetsen wasz jjuust passing answerrs lol.

Afterschool, chelsy & shan suprise us w/ some roses & box of chocolates ;D thanks
honeys loveyou mwahh* ! Went kams aftterr, while walking infalted some ballon of
mines :/ mhm, got irrated since it was blowwing all around. I had fouur & pop all of'em
so saddd haha xD ! inhaled them too lol. Just chillllled at kams. While at it, haddd
these bunch of Kalakaua's 6th grders or seveys i guez? hoo fckin' eyein us ouuuut ;O
bitccchesz ! hahaha. Got home 5pm sit & ate chocolates.

Itsz 10pm & im talkkking to my boyfrieennd ;) seeing him 2morow yay!
parrtty 2mroow too.

lates.

zzzzzzzzzzz,
mom said daddy's snore was SUPPPER loud she have to sleep in my room
to avoid that annoying souuund.
So mommy & i slept togetherrr haha xD ! awkward.
First time in a long timmme fck >:|

445am throaaat was supper aching again >D: damn its the third day auuready
& itsz in painnn to the fckin max whattthufck?! i ain't sick tho. Woke upp
got ready for schollll.

Was planning to ditch but errone flake ouuut again cosz they have to go class,
ahhhh wack. Lunch period was supposed to digg but had the loads of security
mhmm gay.

Last period of the day & boyfriennd kept calling me ! like whatthufck!? 10 missed calls
auuuuready STOOPPPP lol. But afterschollll' headed to kams w/ my girrrls & met up
widd babe. Seen loads of people while walking too O__________o loll.

Babe treated me yummy's (; he was acting stupid whillle eating lol
suuu erkin' so shame too had plenty people haha xD !
Babe dropped me off bus stopp & waited for ma bus. Left around 420

Got home & did homeworrrrk, ate ichhcream & more homeworrrrk.
Gon' showeerrrr now!

Catch ye latttttttters duece.

Woke up into a darrrrrk morning.
my throat was stillll acting like a bitch > "/ so shhhore ahw.
Decided to eat breakfast at home while waiting for ma' riide.

Got to scholll' I notice my other earphone wasn't working uggggh -_-
Bell rang for homeroom' errone was planning for dig but no, late planns.
Me & Brandon went to homeroom tardy. Mr. that bitch >D: made
us pick up leavves omgasssh the dirt was so wet too ewuggh, just cosz unexcuse
tardy stuppppppit bitch. Was screamming the whole time too cosz it was fckin gross.

Got to my 4th period, math class. The class wasted time so mrs. had to stay us in for
recess, oh gassssh made us right sentences too grrrrrrrrrr
Did i mention i was having a badd haiir day ? stupid straightener was acting up.
Haha xD ! Gezley got her phone taken away for texting too muchh lol.
Bad day for her too so saddd ourr liffffe haha

Period 6 was funnn had sub, just texting the whole time & taking pictuures w/ kayla & chells ;D
funny was, we wasn't doing anyshhit lol. I love the sub even tho his an air out haha.
Nassssttty the lunnnch food ewuuugh.

Last class was chorus was chillled, jusst sang & texted most of the time lol, well actuallly
the whole time. Then whhatthufck!? it got dark & it started pouuring right when we
got out of classs. Another plan screwed for me & Kayla. Was suppposed to go eat PHO
buttt fuck, everyone went home. So whattttevers called mother & she picked me upp.

Now im home, & im starvvvvving.
Thinking whaa shoulld i do ? read, homeworrrk, or shhhhleeep? lmao.

mhmm lates.

hofck >D;

meannnnnnnn headace' its blurrrrrin my mine ouut.

Today wasz a irraz day.

boyfriend isz mean, rainy weather, dramas -___-




Bad hair day.
Wells, not really.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY (; (BLESSA)

took a nap. Mom bitching like a mottttterfckker.
Knock out.

Goodbye.

Lesson Learned

"There's Always Tomorrow..."

This quote had been passed through a situation which i can never imagine "/
& now I learned that, don't ever run your dirty mouth to someone which whom you still love even though your in pain. A problem is always settle through LOVE.

It surprise me so much that you've done that, & you showed yourself how low you can be wit' your words towards him. It make ourselves think very disgusting about you manang. I'm so sad, & hurt how you left us in this kind of position. But I can't blame you cosz i know you still love him. But you could've think bout it first' >D; it reallly dissapoints me.

I'm really going to miss you 3. Manang Cathy, Manong Ren, & Specially, BabyKate.

Ill rest tonite thinkin' that life goes on... & this is how life is. I know that there will always be one day that everyone will get together again & be like the old times. I guez ill just have to take this one for now huh? I feel very lonsome, weary, & impulse.

I'll just keep my faith up & hopes that you will have a good family in the future.
....illl just reminise through the days....

LATES.

Don't we look grrrrreat?

Madddree & I Went to a party @ thisz chinese resturant last night (; ugh. I look good hahah, my lipstick neckalace stand ouut my outfit. Well that party was grreat luckily, Ashley was there my couzin, if not i would've been stuck & bored nothing to do. Worst part isz its my mom's friends party & meaning i don't know anyone. Wells, there was my classmate i seen but pft. Make like i talk to him in class bwahaha xD ! I have pictures w/ ashley too, but i look gay in mostly all of'em. There was thisz guy in me & ashley's table haha hisz a senior from fhs & like fckin ashley she was so giggly she wanted hisz number cosz she taught he was cuuute lol. We kinda went home early, -__- but its okay. It ended my weekend good. After i came home, talkk to babe through the night, he feel asleep tho haha xD yeup.

Lates.

flake out

on me, eh lex? >D; irrrraz.
So today, was supppposed to go pearls w/ ALEX but instead went to babygirl jaimie's house & stayed there for a while, then we headed to pearls.

funny was, we was running to get to the bus stop to catch the A express & like, jaimie was holding my bad, we had everything inside. What i notice while running was, the bag was open but neva care, & when we got to the bus stopp, jaimie notice she lost money omfg -_- luckky thing thisz lady who was driving seen that we dropped money while runnin. Ugh so we went back down the street' -___- we look so stupid walking back n' forth haha, we J walk & alllmost got bang, lolllll so fun. Erkin i also forgot my buspass. Shiitz

We got to pearrrls, my uncle decided to give me money since i need'ed it. He treated us food, & yeup off to shopppin. Went forever's & bought a new top & a case for my ipod thenz, went ross & try summ dresses' lolll so fuckin hilllarious. Ouuu, me & bbygirl bought new pants ;D & we went jeanns, & bought sum new slippahz. It was 430 we got bored so we decided to go. Seen my bruddduh Elvinse ;D haha & hisz drunk friends wtf? lollll.

We got back to kalihi, walk to babygirl's houuuse while taking pictuures. Took more pictures whle at the bus stop then bus came 5:15pm. Got home, & talked to babe for awhile.

Party uppstairs was callin & so day ended...
it was borrring' so now im just tweaking waiting for boyfriend's callll.

mkayslatersz.



i love my babygirl, fo'eva & eva' & eva' & eva.

IM HAPPY (;

Everyday now (; even tho, things get pushed to hard, im still standin' & cheeszin.
oouuu, got my moods high last night bwahaha >:D righhhhhhht babe? itsz suprising how we can get it good, w/ no worrying pressuring, just pleasurable. But you know, i trust you. Mwah*
So actually, my boyfriend sleptover last night again. Mhm first time i seen him in a long time >D; Since sunday, omfg.

Today isz saturday i gots to go pearls buy some shit, & i have a party laterz on ;D
yehhhh, straight plan ;D

gotta straighten my hair.
latersz.

Guilty

Of looking up HIGH Literallly. Im not very shuure if im prouund of it or not >D: cosz it was really my fault that I wanted it -______- itsz hard thinking about "2 wrongs isz not right" & I know i totally made a SUPPPPPER damn mistake, but you know what they say, it doesn't hurt to try. I felt confidence toward that fckin shhhhhhhit.

I like it

Was sore

Was good

Was fun

& more definite was high flyiin

Itsz a lucky thing itsz the weekend ;p

School was pretty interesting. More knowledge w/ work, had the chokest sub ;) Never really do nothing.

For english i had an 80% on my test ;D yesssh.

Period o6 was ugly, my teacher took me ipod & phone away. To much music & to much texting saddd-__- bwahahah! Had to beg blessa's mom to come pick it up & make like she was my aunty xD ! haha i lavh her ta death :D Afterscholllll? was fucked up period. Guilty talking about it w/ my boyfriend fckin tempted to the max. Went kams w/ alex ate. & Pau.

Guilty of being high.

Mhmlatersz.

Much thinkings to do.

Accomplish

Though out my beautiful chorus performance(; I feel so prouddd.
Extra kudos for me being MC. Including center of attraction ^-^
Singing w/ joy & matter thisz night feels like I can push away all my
my problems & just fckin have funnnn & not to worry anything.
Being w/ my TRUE friends was grrrrrreat. Really had a good time
singging w/ our soulllls, haha even tho some were recklessly nervouse.
But nevermind thaat ;p

FRIDAY ISZ 2MROW :D hopeffullly I have plans...
ouuuuu, babe sleeping over.

Mhm, laters.

CHORUS PERFORMANCE ISZ TODAY & IM PRETTY EXCITED ;]
PARTY AFTERWARDS.











I MISS MY BOYFWEND >D; MWAHHHHH* !
latersz.

Texting,

EVERYYYY MINNNNUUUUTE ISZ FCKIN ADICTING :}
even in class now hahaha ! xD ! Today was naturallly okay. Was so effin cold tho. Never really do much work today itsz cos ipod got me stucccck mwahaha* suu erkin' boyfriend kept on calling during class time, whaddduhfck ?! lmfao. Texting in class each periood omgasssh. Slidding'em down inside my baggg lol ! Specially period 2 -chorus. Puhhhlease make Mr.Romero even carrres ! ;p Alex was ouut 2 days now -_- dummmmb girl.

Been going to kams often now, so irkin, even tho itsz damn boring. Mhm i guesz it just keep me occupied instead of going home huh ;) haha! even my friennnds said so. Ive' notice i really gain some pounnnds literallly haha ! YAY^_^ imm happppppy yeepppy ! griddddin every single meal chyeeeeups. >D; damn i miss my babygirllllll, i never see her in a fckin long ass time now ! Boyfriends been a hard head O___o commin home late >:/ Itsz wednesday & 2morow' isz out performance for us chorrrrus peppo. Almost weekenddssss :D

LATTTERSZ.

Enuff

w/ those shit.
But anyways, lately i never been updating anything. Ugh lazy bumm hits me alot fck.

& So, thisz week has been okay, i never see my boyfriend yet tho >D: imisshim, but were good :] Im proud to say nothing's happening to bad but yet to good. Mwahhhh*

Weather has been fckin COLD lately. I love it but freezing ta' death. Rainy, windy, but wierd how it suns sometimes hmm.

School has been hard. More work each day. Pressured from teachers, raise up critical thinking, & accomplish more suddens. Pfftt' anything for an A (; Im yaaaaaa galll.

Valentine's Day commin up (; ... been thinking wha shoullllld i do?! bwahaha. Im stilll waiting tho, im not gonnna say anything but make him think something bwahaha. >:} he should know.

No streszzin @ home. Mom not pissing me off lately, & also not making her pissed as much.

BROKE>D: Stillllll money makkkin $$$ damn. Hoooooow?!
kehhhh, im done for tonite catch ye lattters ;)

Itsz sad how thisz situation got caught up to well & effect othersz including me. Well you know whaaa? think ... Who was the one who got replaced? ME. Who was the one who felt like an outcast? ME. Who was the one who stayed & never left? ME. You know itsz really hard to understand why im in thisz. Just cosz Im wit her alot, does that mean wrong things to you guys? Damn. I careless bout thisz whole thing. But all im sayin' isz, once i get into more of thisz. Realize bitches it won't phase me. It killls when eye meets the eye, but I stand w/ my itchy baby, & im upp & smiling. I got more things to worry bout then these silly games yalll interluding. Lame to the max. I got my facts straighht up on the line, don't eva cross that.

LATERS.

W/ the girlls (;

I know itsz kinnda to late to post up saturday day. But who cares right? lol so like, yesterday it was beverly's celebration ;D @ Genki's ! The day started, waking up @ 830. Wifey called me (Blessa) to get up. I ate & took shower. In the meantime, fix up myself & dollled up. Met - up Kayla, Beverly, Chelsy & Shan @ the bus stop. & Blessa came after too. Thenz, bus'em up @ KFC met - up w/ Gezley, & Alex. Took the A bus & stop @ wards walk'em all the way to Genki's Fck -_- was so hot. We got there, MHMMM GRIND BIG TIME ;D haha fckin Alex ! slicked bitch, jackked color plates haha. Then we head & pay, Gezley that bitch >:] loll slicked off too. Just went out & never pay, even tho she fckin had more plates then everyone ! & wtfff?! she was ballin too lol. So we took some pictures after that, then headed to alaz. Damn, we fckin look good for alaz haha no doubt ;] riiiigght guys? We got to alaz, met up w/ blessa's boyfriend. She decided to stay w/ him, & left us >D: lol but itsz okay. So then, everyone wanted to go shopppin' & yeh we did. Forever 21 had nothing for me that i want >D: sadddd. Then went too ... Jeans, nothing. OUU' then headed to walmart & ross BWAHAHAAH xD ! Got out & went to subway for awhile. Franz met - up wit us, & went to exclusive. Mhmmm Gezley babe bought me the lip necklace for late christmas ;D ahw thanks babe, love you mwah * ! After, went back to alaz, went to alaz. Fck feel so bad -_- lol. Did some choke business rigggght lex? fckin franz ! ;D thanks bro I LALA LOVE YOU TO THE MAX =]] okay then, went to take pictures while walking to apple store ;D then went apple store & took more pictures. After decided to go hot topic. Wow * franz so thoughtful ;D bought hisz fck'n girlfriend a diamond heart neckalace (: so cuuuute. worth $200 bucks mhm. Then, went to the bus stop & headed back down kalihi. Gezley & Alex & Franz met - up w/ steven. & Met up w/ boyfriend for awhile just to say hi :D lol. Then headed back to the bus stop to catch the 7 w/ kayla & beverly. Got home around 615pm. Through the night ... went to richelle's house & bond w/ them through the whole night. Whatttafuck?! i almost knocked out their house. But went home 1145 @ night. Mmh, i though mom locked me up but nope ;]] talk to babe. Then, he felll asleep. Bwahaha* & that was the end ;D mhm good day.

So today ...
Itsz sunday & family gamble party.
Illl tell catch ye laters.

WEEKENDDDDS :D

Isz 2mrow =] cheeeee, finalllly. Mhm, itsz friday & thisz week wasn't anythinng interestin' welll not really. Been thinking lately bout shi' & I realize I won't jixn myself through some fake shit naw mean? ... the positive the better. Schoool been really bz, & it'll be bussy more later. Ive seen my boyfriend only 2-3 times thisz week. Oh wells, all good. Our scholll concert isz cmmin up soon ^-* ! & the stardom brown bag shit isz cmmin soon, been practicing real hard. Hope for the good, Pratice make Perfect ;) & Now itsz friday, went to a feild trip, actually had fun thisz time, Windard Com. Colledge. Very interesting, mwahahah* enjoyed it. OUUU' last period I failed my math test, welllll thats what I think? But pffft I know, never even bother for try lol. Afterscholll, met - up uncle, he gave me money for 2mrow's outttting, & speaking of 2morow, GENKI'S w/ the girrrls. Damn finalllly, long ass time . Bev's celebration! >:D yeup.

Now its 11:12 pm. & I just missed 11:11* shuccks.
uh wells, babe might sleepover.
Laters.

AFTERSCHOLL

w/ JJK ;D meaning
Jamie
Jen$tud
& er-King.
Yeupppppppps, prettty fun
Kams. Ate cupcake w/ icccch cream, cruise'em & yeup.

Not really interesting @ scholll today, itsz just more work.

2 Days

M.I.A to be honest, I dont really have time for blogging as much. Like what i said, due to my scholl studying & shit. But ... so far so good, no stressin' no problemos' & no struggling. Itsz just ... exaggerating w/ worrrying >;[ goshhhhness, fake symptoms hits me whuddduhfck righht?! Uh wellls but im cooled offf at times, most of the times to be exact. Itsz the 29th & itsz almost weekends again ... damn fast seconds. Time is gold.

Its 1037pm right now & bookwormin riggh now' hair wet.
& im off to bed purtty soon.
DANG ITS CHILLLLLI !

Laters.

Well, itsz still pathetic how i do my blog everday even tho therez no interesting to say. But as commonly im prettty much bored right now, just on the computer. Never showered yet, never eat yet & parents are not home yet, grrrrrrreat. Im starving & im lazy to do shitz. Hopefully granny will cook food. Itsz monday & scholll day as usuall. Boring periods & more work, ugh. Afterscholll, decided to walk w/ ma' besss @ Kapalama Library. Talk bout a long walk ;D & Cherish choke memories w/ bess on the way fun fun^-^ I returned my book that I borrowed last last last last week, & I borrowed a new book ;D Im not finished w/ twilight yet, & im onto another book called "Crank" & im onto a third book ugh. So bz o wells. Met-up babe, & did'nt know where to go so we decided to go kams. But fck on the way I seen my fckin Landlord lmfao. Don't reallly know if she seen us, but i think she did o wellls. Went starbucks & just drink out, talk stories, blah blah. Went to the bus stop. Bus came around 450 & decided to bus home w/ ma besss, & babe left too. Cozin & babyk was @ the park so I stayed there instead of going home. Now im home, & its 632pm

Laters.

Itsz sunnnnday

& itsz the last day of the weekend again.
Wells, this weekend was not bad, no stressin over shit, ugh thank god.
Friday night? never had plans so just decided to stay home w/ fambams.
Saturday was good(: movies w/ the whole family, watch "LOVE ME AGAIN" & "NOTORIOUS" haha watch'n notorious w/ mother felt sorda awkward since it was all bout gangs, drugs, sex & raps ;D haha but all for it she never say anything & it was all good.
After movies, we went to a party. Small party only, gathering & gossiping haha.
Babe's dad was there, omgash -_- so erkin hahah funny tho.
& so thisz sunday, out w/ fambams again. Went to get dad's haircut & went to hospital to visit my aunty. Stayed there the whole time, ugh so boring. Then went to grab McD's & ate way home. Itsz 648, & family isz having dinner, while im here on the computer, fck itsz freezin.

Catch yeh laters.

Settelin

Step by step, one step at a time.





So far so good. Ill keep it up

Im Strong :D

& When things get tuff, shurely I can take it.
No matta how hard...
No matta how hurtful...
& No matta how painful. I can put up wid it.










Good things comes when your patient ...
Ofcourse everyone knows that.

Stressin'

& Dealing w/ family problems each day. Just cosz, that rumor that bitch made up >D: damn, dealing w/ no phone every night & no computer isz a pretty big deal to me. But, im not gonna go nuts bout it' cosz less computer more scholll :D & im pround. & no phone @ night, more reading (: I mean, even tho i can't talk to my baby itsz okay. Cosz i know he understand, & pluss he gotta buss hisz ass w/ scholl too -_- dissapointed tsk tsk.

Through times, i realized how things change literally through my path w/ my decisions. The more i go into good moments it'll turn to bad moments later on. When I go to bad moments >D; & I mean which i dislike, it'll turn into good moments which i like, but hard, very very hard. Right now, I can't reallly say "Im Miss. Independent" Cosz to be honest, itsz not the right time. Im grown, & I obey that, but when it goes overboard w/ situations that i hate O_o mhm, forshure, ill make the path w/ dullled situations.

Scholll isz pretty okay for me, spend time w/ my girls alot (: & i know i have my time w/ my babe too. Mhm, i need chocolate, literally. Just wanna melt into sensation right now & float to air & be def. Yeup, Life isn't fair.

So like today isz a good day for me scholll is great (: even tho classes are boring :O big blurrrrrrrr. Blessa's mom treated me breakfast. Got a late christmas gift from ma bess' ^-^ I got my report card, & yeup it seems to be good bwahaha. My chorus isz going good, new song& will be performing it around Febuary. Afterscholl went kams w/ my girrls, then met up w/ babe & babygirl. Just chilled & ate talk stories, & just cruise'em. Happy & Good. Now im home slicked off my typer & mouse & now im on HAHA xD! I read my messages & gollllly it was definite shocking >:O MHM. GOODBYE.

1 Down, Billions more togo.

HAPPY ONE MONTH HONEY.

Very happy, & thisz very moment very jolly :D thatsz all i can state (: Damn babe, we barely went through shitz, & bullshit. Im happy so happy ^_^ Babe, isz been only a month more memories to last. Gives me tickles in my tummy just hearing those " i love yous, & i miss yous " Specialy the three words " Happy One Month " I love you honey, very much. You know I do.
Mhm babe? If your reading thisz will ofcourse you are haha, xD ! I wanna reminise (: Okae? starting from now. Okae you remember the time ....
- When I added you on myspace, & I thought you were my cuzin' ! hahah so ugly that moment, was so shamed, but suprisingly we not.
- The time when we first met? @ Kunia bwahahaha, so fckin quite you beast ! i was so hobo lookin' & you lookin all handsome omfg, lmfao. You & your sister look good haha. Then, we drank corona's & thenz, you was still quite. Me & Junette was teasing you haha ! then i actually sleptover.
-Thenz, I ditched scholl to see you, & you ditch the last day of scholl to see me haha ! the first ditch, we got all wet to the max, ! cosz the rain.
-Okae, thenz the 19th (: @ Jamie's house.
-Thenz, alll the comments on myspace & all the talking on aim .
-Then, winterbreak I got home late cosz of you & I got busted, & you got me sorda grounded.
-OUUU ! & you gave me baby Erin ;DD ahw
-Thenz, I could'nt see you for a week, then we had a crazy plan, I sneeked you in junette's place haha, & thenz you end up sleeping over.
-Oh, then you end up sleeping over my house, & everytime now ....
-Omfg, then family scandals between me & you lols -_-
& i guez, there was more but forgot xD ! lol but babe, thisz ain't gonna compare to more later, (: babe ? Always, & forever? ... MWAAAH*

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& so thisz day afterwards, babe sleptover last night & went home 5 in the morning. Never got to spend time w/ him the whole day, but fck itsz okay (: BABYGIRL CAME INSTEAD ! hahah, fck was fun, had so munchies ate so much ^-^ (popcorn, cookies, mochi crunch, chips, & loads of soda) Haha, just tweak on the computer & on the phone. Took some pictures & made videos haha so hilllirious. Family dealings afterwards, & others*

Catch yeh latersz, !