My life since the last post...Venting time

Ok, will you see folks, no one eva goes on this shit no more. I remember the last time people ever went on this was last yr' december? or longer ! Shit. But, im sitting down in an AC classroom, 4th period, waiting till' this period is over.

Since the last time I eva' post was January. The last term for 2nd symester. I think I changed a bit' the way I look, & pretty much the way I act...' Sadly to say, My life had been changing since I was wit' muh bf. It's been 1 year & 4 months next week monday teh 19th' somehow, I don't feel the way I actually felt before. Few months ago, I had an incident wit' muh family that had to involve efren, >_< It was hard I tell ya' Hard to admit my mother dearest what I've done through the past. I feel bad for myself, & not only for muh bf.

Things have change. Lockdown. Straight home. No comp/cell. What a dreadful life :( I absolutely don't know whats next... But other than that, I feel like I'm loosing many of muh close friends from the past. I keep asking myself, When will this be over?! when will I have the "ALIFE" moments. I feel so obnoxious everyday, thinking bout' How i'm M.I.A alot of shits. I feel like, I want to rebel each day for what muh mom had punish me. But I can't. She's 7 months pregnant, & her due line is on June 3. Few months moretogo. Gett'n there.
(It's 1:16PM) & I'm hella hungry, i'm having the bad stomach ace.

Anyway, I'm still wit' muh bf <3>_< I hate you.

PostiveMIND: Everyone go through this right? I'm still 14 turning 15 few months from now. New baby will be commin' >:P Fuck. Will my life be more tragedy problems? Or It'll go into places how I want it to be. Happy everyday, even tho problems here n' there. (: Willl see... I hate jixing it now. I won't ever predict anymore. The more I predict, the more curious journey I go through & will lead me into bad choices ... & corupted life.

Today is April 15, 2010 as you know. My mom's birthday has pass April 3. She turned 40. From January to now, All my families have been gambling every weekend. Been spending alot of time wit' muh cousins. I have less time for friends ... nor' boyfriends. The good times :( UGH. I'll wait patiently, even tho it'll get me fustrated, I'll handle it to my goodness of pain. Few more weeks, till seniors grad. Till' summer. Till' I go canada (=!!! Till' I'm officially a sophomore... haw' growing up pretty fassst. Kinda scareeh, but very excited to many events in highschool.

My boyfriend still pays my phone, my hidden phone :P He still sneaks in muh house...tsk, as u know, that's only the time I can spend time wit' him. :( & school ONLY! pretty sad. But, were dealing wit this shit, cos we really love each other.

Many people have change... not only looks, but inner looks. Alot of things happened. The good, The Bad, The Ugly. From now, I'll come back. Don't know when? but I hope i'll be comming back, wit good news :)

DEUCE.

I remember

I remember being on this shit, but shoot' im in school ! > ;) browsing' 4th pd. & bell will ring any mins. Wow 2009 just gave me so much flashback i may say, & things change ALOT ! & i mean alot. Other than that, its 20dime & im turning 15 this yr baby. Attending Fhs now, freshmen, & im always wit my baby ! <3
almost 13 months nxt wk tuesday ! Wells I have a twitter now, also including tumblr & the popular Facebook ! so much adds. I ain't eva gon be in this shit, until I actually remembers. Just catch me ;

Twitter = oOh_lene
Tumblr = mzlenex3
Facebook = Ailene Cariaso
Myspace = myspace.com/reallllllady

Wells, caaatch ye ltrs!

Closing / Ending

I dont really have time for this.

I have twitter & tumblr hah xD!
sorrry !

PHONE ATM.

My love for you

IS SO SO SUREAL.

Sometimes

I just wish I was invincible.

to be continued ...

I never finish up my blog last night.
but, other than that & this, im all good. Mixing into a surreal ALIFE.
Making $ for my sellings, But i need more $$. Big money spend I say.

4' EVA

wassss gooood blogger? shit. So long as mathafuckkkin time xD! ha xD! last time i post something up was summmmer O____o shit. But fak! highschool student fwinallly, ! freshhmeat.
haha xD! I expected to be more into it but na realllly. I misss middol schl in somewhat way, i miss my ol' frriends, ;( specially alex. Gain some, lose some -_- terrible, I so dont believe on that bullllshii' well, i dnt want too lol. Me & my babyboy is still goin' on strrrong <3 9 months & still going. Prettttty long ah already? ugh, cupid struck us like a bitch, & were so attached like PB&J.
Its cute in a way, my babyboy forver. Ugh, i dont feel like i making any sense right now, im saying whatever i have in my head right now, & idk even know what im say. But its fallbreak right now, & hoshit! O9 is almost done! YES YES YES! I hate thisz yr, fullll bad memories, shit shit shit ! I wish* people can invent time machine again, so I can go back & fix everyshit i did, the bad ones : mhm, its life. Everyone makes mistake & we learn from it. But atleease everything is starting to fall into places. Shit I hope im not jixing it AGAIN -_- ugh whateevers, whatever happens, happens.


Ill brb. Tawlking to bf.

Pretty Much ...

Getting bored of blogging.
I barely have time, so lazy & just boring.
;O maybe ill just blog another time...

when i actually have the time to a blog.



Laters.

Goodbye Oahu'

HELLO CANADA (=
ouu, ! BABBBBY.

Im Almost

LEAVVVVVING TO CANADA !



AHHHHHHHHHHH, ! SO EXCITEDDDD TO RIDE AIRPLANE AGAIN,! HAHAHAHA xD!


im gonnna misss my boyfweeend ;[

okay, so like fuck ! im waiting tillll past by so i can jst go ha, ! shit. I hate thisz rock so fckin boring, but atlease bf stick around :D i missss him, 2 days i never got to see him, due to fckin paccking & shit. No more time to go out fakk! ugh, but as long as i know im happpy & his right by myside being a goodboy, which he isz > ;] faithful jst like me^_^.

mwah* i love you baby.

Baby sleptover last night, & lefft early -_-
I had 4 hrs of shhhleeep & woke up around 930 get-up & got readddddy to go pearls w/ my girls, grandma cook me food, & no one was in the house except me. Blessa came, & headed out. Meet up w/ bev, then headed to transit & met-up alex & jayrald. Thanks to jayraald he gave me a late birthday gift* $$ ha, ! thanks (= & also besstfrieeends bought me birthday gifts thanks, love yallll forevver!


Now im home, & waiting for bf callls.
ou, speaking of my bf' he also went pearls too w/ his sisterrr, & its awkward how i see him & we act like we dont know each other O__________o ha,! wierddddd.


lattrs.